Author Topic: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary - updated 12/17 - Beru, Owen, Luke
VaderLVR64  30945 posts
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Date Posted: 1/1/08 8:07am Subject: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary - updated 12/17 - Beru, Owen, Luke - Date Edited: 12/17/08 5:33am (23 edits total) Edited By: VaderLVR64
Title: A Child of My Own
Author: VaderLVR64
Characters: Beru, Owen, Luke




Entry #1

I became a mother yesterday.

Admittedly, it was not in the usual manner such things are accomplished, but I am content.

Small wonder that his arrival should be so unique when he himself is such a wonder. Owen laughed at me when I said I could already see a rare intelligence in Luke’s eyes – but I know the truth.

Luke Skywalker is special.

Last night, as I watched him sleep, I decided to keep this journal. It’s not so unusual, I suppose, for a mother to keep a journal of her child’s life. But Luke is not mine alone. Perhaps I keep this record of the beginning of his life for the mother that will never get to hold him. Maybe I will keep it for him – a way to give him roots later when life seems far more complicated.

Or maybe I write these words for myself.

I don’t suppose it matters, the why of it. Just that I’m writing them. It will be good for me, a safe place to express my hopes and fears. I love Owen dearly, but there are things I can already tell we will not speak of.

Luke’s parents for one.

Owen fears that Anakin’s fate will one day claim Luke. He’s determined to do everything possible to keep Luke from the Force and anything connected with it. Already he speaks of the day when he can pass the farm to Luke.

I haven’t got the heart to tell him that I already suspect that Luke will choose his own fate, and that it will not keep him tied to a Tatooine moisture farm. Still, he’s just days old so I have years and years to hold him in my arms.

I hope that Padmé knows I’ll do my best for him. That I’ll love him as if he was my own son, and protect him as best I’m able. I’d like to think that she can rest in peace now, knowing that her son is safe and loved.

A part of me wishes that Shmi was alive to see Luke. She would have loved him so much. And yet a part of me is so very glad that she isn’t here, and cannot know of Anakin’s sad fate.

Luke is waking up, so I must end this entry here.


 

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earlybird-obi-wan  5852 posts
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Date Posted: 1/1/08 8:10am Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
Beautiful and like to see where it goes. Will you please put me on your PM-list happy

 

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Date Posted: 1/1/08 8:17am Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
Aww, gorgeous!! love rose I can already tell I'm going to love this! happy PM list please? batting
Wonderful!
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Jade_eyes  6503 posts
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Date Posted: 1/1/08 8:24am Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
You capture Mom!Beru's voice perfectly, as always applause PM's please!! Wriggle!!! dancing love

 

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divapilot  2356 posts
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Date Posted: 1/1/08 8:46am Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
Tender and sweet. Beru is a wise woman, a wonderful mother to Luke. angel

I look forward to seeing more of this. grin

 

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Jinngerbread  1866 posts
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Date Posted: 1/1/08 9:03am Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
Oh Kim, beautiful! But no surprise, as always! I just love Beru as a character and you've done such a good job with her. If you're keeping a PM list, please put me on it for this one grin

 

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KELIA  10907 posts
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Date Posted: 1/1/08 10:18am Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
That was beautiful

I hope that Padmé knows I’ll do my best for him. That I’ll love him as if he was my own son, and protect him as best I’m able. I’d like to think that she can rest in peace now, knowing that her son is safe and loved.

I'm sure she does and couldn't have hoped for a better mother for her son.

Please PM me when you update

Looking forward to more

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ginchy  3018 posts
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Date Posted: 1/1/08 4:34pm Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
Oh, this looks great! I love stories with Beru and Luke. grin

 

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Date Posted: 1/1/08 5:37pm Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
I've always loved Beru... who could hate her? I also always love to read anything you write... who could do otherwise? confused

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Date Posted: 1/1/08 6:06pm Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
sounds good. Keep going!

 

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Date Posted: 1/1/08 6:07pm Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
Kim, I love this already...please put me on the PM list

 

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Date Posted: 1/1/08 6:19pm Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
A stellar start, K! And I expect update PMs!! grin

 

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Meredith_Kenobi  2228 posts
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Date Posted: 1/1/08 6:49pm Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
I love Beru stories. dancing PM list, please?

 

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Date Posted: 1/2/08 6:12am Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
I love this so far! I really look forward to hearing about Luke's youth from Beru's point of view. Great story! applause applause

 

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Date Posted: 1/4/08 6:52pm Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
Girl!! Another diary???? How do you do it??? I'm enthralled with Ynna and now Beru's diary. If you do a PM list will you please add me to it!

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VaderLVR64  30945 posts
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Date Posted: 1/6/08 6:55pm Subject: RE: A Child of My Own - Beru's diary
earlybird-obi-wan Thank you. And I'd be honored. happy

dancing_star Thank you! hugs

Jade_eyes Beru is one of my favorite characters. love

divapilot Thanks! grin

Jinngerbread So glad you liked it, and I will.

KELIA Beru was the perfect choice. happy

ginchy I love Luke/Beru stories too! wink

Alexis_Wingstar Aw, thank you! blush

JediKaren Thanks!

palpyisgod2 I'd be happy to! wink

Gina For you? Anything! tongue

Meredith_Kenobi Thanks! And you've got it! grin

LilyHobbitJedi Beru is such a wonderful character! I look forward to writing her story in her words.

Jade_Pilot We'll see how juggling three diaries goes. laugh














Entry #2

It’s been a full week since I found the time to make an entry here. I never would have thought that an infant could be so time consuming, but now I know why my mother laughed when I said it shouldn’t be difficult to handle one little baby.

Owen says that Luke Skywalker might be small, but he’s got a big presence. I suppose that’s true. But he’s increased the love in this house simply by being here, and I know Owen feels it too. I’ve seen Owen staring at Luke, as bewildered as I am by what he feels.

How could I love him this much, when two weeks ago I had no idea he even existed? That seems so odd, because now I can’t imagine our lives without him. What did we do before Luke came to us? How did we get along without him? There was a huge, gaping hole in our lives and we had no idea that it existed until Luke arrived and filled it in.

Owen has been kind enough to take over one of the night feedings for me, the one closest to dawn. After he feeds and changes Luke, he settles him down to sleep and Owen begins his own day. Those few extra hours of sleep have made all the difference. I almost feel like we’ll make it through these early months. Almost.

I have to wonder where that old saying “Sleeping like a baby” came from, because it was certainly not anyone who ever raised one. Luke sleeps in little naps, stealing an hour here and a few hours there, but he doesn’t string those naps together. Not yet anyway.

Though we are far removed from the Core, we are beginning to hear rumors of the Empire. Owen and I already knew of this, of course, for Obi-Wan gave us a bare outline of the facts when he asked us to take Luke. How long will it take for the long arm of this Empire to reach us here on Tatooine? And what can we do to keep Luke safe?

Enough! I’ll make myself crazy if I keep thinking of the future dangers. We will handle those events if - and when - they happen.

For now, I want to focus on Luke.



 

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