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Now you're gone ** Jag and Kyp about Jaina **
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Elfsheen
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4/28/03 6:28am
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Now you're gone ** Jag and Kyp about Jaina **
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Copyright notice : I don’t own Star Wars or the characters and I’m doing this for fun, not for money. I also do not own the song, it belongs to Coverdale and Vandenberg, and it is called Now you’re gone
 
Author notice : hehehe, since I’m neither a J/J or J/K fan I thought it was about time to be a little devious. All I can say it Girl Power and poor Jag and Kyp!
On another note: the POV switches between Jag and Kyp, so you don't get confused!
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NOW YOU'RE GONE
Now you're gone
I can feel my heart is breaking,
An' I can't go on
When I think of the love that you've taken
“Goodbye.”
She turned around and walked out of the room, leaving me speechless. Nothing in my training had prepared me for this.
The door closed behind her with a hiss and with that she was gone from my sight and from my life.
A few minutes later I found myself still staring at the door. I thought of something someone once told me, I couldn’t remember who and it didn’t matter, “I look for mercy when my heart begins to bleed.”
Slowly I sat down on my bunk. It pretty much summed up my feelings. Why had she broken up with me? I thought we were doing so well. I continued staring at the door and ignored my bleeping commlink.
Now you're gone
I can feel my heart is breaking,
An' I can't go on
When I think of the love that you've taken
“Jaina, wait!”
I walked after her and almost collided with her when she abruptly turned around. “No, Kyp, I through arguing with you! I’m tired of this, it’s wearing me out!”
“So you’re just going to leave?” I stared directly in her brandy brown eyes. They revealed nothing.
“Yes, I told you already and I’m telling you one last time. Yes, I’m going to leave. I’m going with Jacen and Uncle Luke to try and find this planet, Zonoma Zekot!” She started walking again, talking large steps at a time, then turned around again, “And no, you’re not coming!” She turned continued her walking.
I stared after her. Taking some distance, leaving, rivalry with Jagged Fel? She told me but I didn’t understand. Maybe I did, but not at the moment. What was she talking about? Love her? Off course I did, like a sister. Right? I stared at her retreating form. Right?
In the night I pray for your embrace,
Every time I close my eyes
I can't escape your face
You're out of sight,
But, always on my mind,
I never realized
My love could be so blind
I had stopped my gawking at the door and tried to sleep, but I came to realize that was not a good idea. Every few seconds my mind zoomed in on Jaina. I remembered our nights together, our sparring, flight simulations, our arguments and a million other little things, like the way she secretly smiled at me in meetings, the way her clothes fit, the way she walked…
I flipped, buried my face in the pillow and screamed. But it didn’t help. I saw Jaina in my minds eye on one of our rare trips to one of the Mon Calamari beaches. Focus Jagged Fel, focus, I scolded myself.
I loved her. I loved like I’d loved no one else. I loved, treasured, appreciated, cherished, prized and respected Jaina Solo.
Almost morning.
I was so stupid. Why hadn’t I used my brain? It is there for a reason! I should have never played this game of rivalry with Durron. Should have known better.
Almost morning...
In the night I pray for your embrace,
Every time I close my eyes
I can't escape your face
You're out of sight,
But, always on my mind,
I never realized
My love could be so blind
I drove my fist into the wall and heard as well as felt a bone or two break, but in my drunken state I didn’t feel it. “Jaina!” I screamed and fell to the floor and the bottle of Corellian Whiskey slipped from my good and fell to the floor. A million piece of glass scattered on the floor.
All I did was look for love.
In the wrong place, you moron! Why her, why in all the darn women in this galaxy, why her? There were millions of others, but you just had to fall for her. She’s like you’re little sister, you idiot.
I tried to stand, which took the better part of five minutes. The room was spinning. Was that supposed to happen?
Jaina
A growl escaped my mouth. Even when I was drunk as a – as a what – I couldn’t get my mind of her. She didn’t just leave me, she also left this planet. By tomorrow she would be far away. Why me?
I walked, more like stumbled, over to the refresher mirror and stuck my tongue out at my own image.
Suddenly my stomach was at war and I fell to the floor
That hurt!
Jaina
But, now you're gone
There's an emptiness closing around me,
An' I can't go on
When all I have left is the memory
Finally I could take it any longer. I had to talk to her. She was leaving. I wasn’t supposed to know, but I did. I had to talk to her one last time. Maybe she would change her mind. Maybe. I left my room in a hurry.
I reached the hangar just as the ship raced into space.
“No, no, no, no,” I mumbled softly so no one else could hear it.
She was gone. It felt strange. Empty. A piece was missing. My heart cried and my body was longing for her touch. Why me?
Now what? Now what was I going to do? My life’s going to be strange without Jaina in it. What should I do next? What am I supposed to do?
I hate doubts, they made matters difficult. So I decided then and there. I would continue my life as normal as possible.
Without Jaina.
I started to walk out the hangar when I observed another person just a few meters away. Kyp Durron. Anger rose from deep inside.
He turned and saw me too.
I wanted to hit him. Hit him so hard he would feel the pain I felt inside, but as I looked at him I saw the same pain. He was hurting too.
Good.
At least a little bit of satisfaction
But there’s not satisfaction.
Jaina was gone
Forever!
But, now you're gone
There's an emptiness closing around me,
An' I can't go on
When all I have left is the memory
My head hurt, a lot. And my body ached. I felt like an X-Wing had landed on top of me and an R-Unit was parked inside my head. And I felt a dull aching in my hand. Something was broken.
Painful.
Jaina
I bolted upright and instantly regretted doing so. Jaina. She was leaving today. This morning! I twisted so I could look at the crono in the room, in ten minutes.
I had to talk to her before she left. I had to make her understand. I loved her, I couldn’t let her go. Or see that Jag, the idiot, got her back. Instantly I forgot my hangover and the pain in my broken hand and raced from the room towards the hangar. I tried to reach out with the Force to find out if she was still there but it was too painful.
I reached the hangar just as the ship raced into space.
I stared after it until I could no longer see it.
She was gone. Why did she have to leave? She could have stayed. I’m an idiot.
At last I had found love, but she left. She left me. Question raced to my mind, though I hardly noticed them through a world of pain, physical and emotional.
At last I tried to imagine a life without Jaina, but I couldn’t. It was too upsetting. My heart ached for her. It would always ache for her, no matter where she tried to go or how long she would be gone.
Emptiness.
I had to get out of here. Just as I turned I saw Jagged Fell just a few meters away, staring at me. He was angry, I could tell. So was I. But he also looked hurt. I didn’t need the Force to tell me Jaina had left him also!
Wicked
Now we’re both without Jaina.
Somehow that wasn’t comforting.
Jaina was gone.
Forever!
You're all I want,
Can't you feel the love
In this heart of mine
You're all that I need,
Since I lost you, girl,
I've been losing my mind
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Well? Weird ain't it  Let me know! 
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C3SoloP0
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Date Posted:
4/28/03 8:55am
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Interesting way to put that Elfsheen....
I liked it although I'm a K/J and would love to see Kyp ending up with Jaina this was certainly a good story....
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Elfsheen
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4/28/03 9:10am
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I guess that's my point. I think neither Jag or Kyp is right for Jaina, they could do far better  Besides I'm a Kyp fan. I think he can do far better
Thanks for reading adn commenting!!!
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The_Standmaiden
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4/28/03 9:14am
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didn’t need the Force to tell me Jaina had left him also!
Wicked
Now we’re both without Jaina.
Somehow that wasn’t comforting.
Your writing style was great, Jag was sad and Kyp was . . . vaguely amusing, especially when he was "drunk as a what". 
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AERYN_SUN
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So Jaina left them both, rather than choose one over the other? I think this is the first time I'd read that.
~aeryn
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4/28/03 1:59pm
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Now, if only she went to Zekk after...:p
Very nicely written, Elfhsheen, I liked it. 
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DantanaSkywalker
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4/28/03 2:42pm
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This made me think of one thing:
Steeeeeellllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
I'm really one for the obscure references today, aren't I?
Dana
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Hum.....what you said got me thinking Elfsheen...........sometimes Jaina can be infuriating...
Now I recently volunteered the idea of Kyp going after Tenel Ka...now that would be an idea!! I mean after all, she is a princess, will eventually be the Queen Mother.....I mean.....in the story, Jaina could see what an awesome mna she lost and Kyp and Tenel could be sooooo in love and flaut it!!!!!!!
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4/28/03 6:52pm
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Ohhhhh, that was good!  I loved the Kyp and Jag torture, especially since they both lost!
I'd love to see you set a new trend in K/J/J fanfic. Then again, maybe it's better off that everyone isn't taking part in stories like this. Copying the next new craze = bad!
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The_Standmaiden: Thanks! Yes Kyp was amusingly weird, just how I thought he would react. he always thinks nothing can get close, but how wrong he is
AERYN_SUN: Woohoo! Did I start something new? But I knew I did something not many people have done, yet. Something diffrent. Thanks!
Soulwalker: Zekk...well, no comment  Thanks to you too!
DantanaSkywalker: Stella? Now I'm all confusio? What do you mean?
And if you sy so Thanks
C3SoloP0: Jaina is a [edited]. Sometimes that can be good, but in jaina's case it's not. She has a way of doing what she thinks is right and for her best interest. But every now and then she can do something totally unlike her and that's what makes her interesting. She is a lot like Han, but she misses what Han makes Han. Ranting here
NarundiJedi: Torture...yes, I agree. Very interesting to write. Makes you do weird things
I'd love to see you set a new trend in K/J/J fanfic. Then again, maybe it's better off that everyone isn't taking part in stories like this. Copying the next new craze = bad!
Nope, it's gonna be this one time, and if it does become a trend blame David Coverdale, he wrote the song that made me think of this in the frst place
Amidala_Skywalker note -- edited for profanity.
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Elfsheen, different is good Experimenting is fun
~aeryn
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Wow that was excellent Elfsheen ^_^ Very very original and...can I be this bold... creative A very fun read, sad, but fun
EJ
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Elfsheen
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AERYN_SUN : If you've heard my recent arguments, yeah diffrent is very good [ace_grin]
Eowyn_Jade: Thank you! It's something...diffrent
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good job! It was very interesting to read!
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Thanks Jedi_Roxy!
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UP, way to the top. UP milady goes!
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