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SithGirl132 Registered: Dec '05	Date Posted: 4/11 1:40pm Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Week 7: Jacen/Caedus, take 2 - Date Edited: 6/4 9:36pm (4 edits total) Edited By: SithGirl132
	Hello again! I have taken on the Ultimate Drabble Challenge, round 4... twenty weeks of drabbles, hopefully keeping my Muse inspired. The title comes from my habit of writing fanfic in the margins of my notebooks during classes. I'll try to update weekly with whatever's on my mind. Week 1: Dark AU L/M Flash in the pan He was just a kid when I first met him. Some idealistic farmboy from the middle of nowhere, a planet I hadn’t ever heard of. I don’t know what inspired me to first go spy on Luke Skywalker. I was the Emperor’s Hand; he was just a kid who knew nothing of the Force. He wasn’t even worth training. For some reason, I had a very bad feeling about having to share my training space and time with a new kid. At first, I figured he was a flash in the pan. People would forget him quickly. Well, maybe not. Out on a limb “Miss Jade? Pleased to meet you. I’m Luke Skywalker.” “Have I met you before?” “Probably… well, I thought you’d recognise me since I’m also learning about the Force from the Emperor and Vader.” “That doesn’t mean I care.” “Okay, I’m going to go out on a limb here and say you don’t like me.” “Great guess, Farmboy. Perhaps you’re worth more than I thought.” “Why don’t you like me?” “Would you like a potential rival following you around?” “Oh. Sorry. Nice meeting you, though.” That was the first time I spoke to Skywalker, the farmboy who was becoming a Sith. Out of the blue Snap-hissss. “You never told me you knew how to use a lightsaber,” Luke hissed, parrying Mara’s attack. “Why did you attack me if you weren’t looking for trouble?” Mara snapped back. “You were just here, out of the blue, looking for trouble.” “How do you know what I’m planning or doing?” “I know you. You’re always looking for trouble. You’ve resented me since the day I first came here.” “What are you going to do about that?” Mara challenged. “We’ll deal with that when I’m Emperor,” Luke replied coldly. Mara shivered, wondering if this new Sith-in-training would be her undoing. Wet behind the ears “You’re too innocent,” Mara argued. “Luke, I love you, but I just don’t think you’d be able to run a galaxy on your own.” “Don’t worry about it, my love,” Luke whispered. “The purpose of my training has been to overthrow the Emperor and take his place. Isn’t that what you want?” “Yes, of course!” Mara thought for a moment how to phrase her protest. “You’re a well-trained Sith, but you’re so wet behind the ears. It just won’t work.” “In that case, my future Empress, I presume you’ll help me?” Luke asked. Mara knew she’d live to regret agreeing. Heat of the moment It was a whim, Mara told herself. Just a whim. Every time Luke talked about killing the Emperor and taking the Empire for himself, she pushed it away as a childish dream. Over the years, as she and Luke began to work together as a team of Sith apprentices, she knew Luke’s dreams could be a reality. One night, when Mara was alone with her thoughts, Luke begged her to help him kill the Emperor. Later, she explained it to herself as having been in the heat of the moment. Not planned. It just happened. They were Emperor and Empress. Enjoy! Let me know if you want PM's. -----signature----- if loving you is wrong, i don't want to be right UDC 4: http://boards.theforce.net/beyond_the_saga/b10477/29954776/p1/ The Way of the Sith: http://boards.theforce.net/beyond_the_saga/b10477/29545048/r29567455/ Fics in Prolific Writers' Thread.
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Jade_eyes Registered: Aug '04	Date Posted: 4/11 2:53pm Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4
	Oooo, you know I adored that!!!!!!! All dark and mushy at once LOL!! Could I have PM's please? -----signature----- Spock/Nyota, woven forever together in gorgeous bonds of Nyota's "Cherished Moments" diary's gonna be hawt, hawt, melty! Squggles! [face_melting into 10 buckets!]
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KELIA Title: The Pretty in Pink Fan Fic Manager Registered: Jul '05	Date Posted: 4/12 1:05pm Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4
	Ooohhh those were chilling! Mara shivered, wondering if this new Sith-in-training would be her undoing. Probably. Joining evil never works out exactly as planned. As much as I dislike Luke being trained as a Sith, I know I'm going to enjoy these drabbles, so please add me to your PM list. Looking forward to more -----signature----- "Do or do not, there is no try." Master Yoda A Light In The Darkness: http://boards.theforce.net/the_saga/b10476/28150602/p1/?8 NaNaWriMo Progress: 11,018
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SithGirl132 Registered: Dec '05	Date Posted: 4/21 3:56pm Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4 - Date Edited: 4/21 4:02pm (1 edits total) Edited By: SithGirl132
	Jade: Hello once again! Glad to see you! Dark and mushy is far too fun. KELIA: Thanks! I have far too much fun with dark evil stuff. Welcome to the PM list! Week 2: Jaina and Jag Impossible “No, I’m not going to just dump all my Jedi duties and run off to the Imperial Remnant with you!” Jaina protested. “Why not?” Jag asked, trying to change her mind. “You don’t want to be here on Coruscant where your own government is hunting you.” “You don’t understand.” Jaina sighed. “I have a duty here. It would be impossible for me to just drop it all and run off for what they’d call pursuing an old flame.” “You’ve thought about it, no matter how impossible,” Jag persisted. I don’t want it to be impossible, Jaina thought. Nothing is impossible. Unlikely Getting any leave anytime soon is highly unlikely. There’s been some… trouble around here, and I don’t think they want Jedi just running around the galaxy randomly. But I want to be with you. I’ll come visit as soon as I can. Jaina sent the holomessage without a second thought, knowing that her communications were monitored. She couldn’t resist sending a message to Jag, reminding him that though it was unlikely they could be together soon, she still had hope. Every time Jaina thought of Jag, she also remembered that they would never be a normal couple. It was unlikely. Reasonable I’ve been most unreasonable lately in not contacting you. Jaina, you must be desperate to hear from me, just to know that all is still well. I know you have been very busy lately trying to remain in the tenuous good graces of your government, but would it be unreasonable for them to send you to the Empire? I would love to see you. Jaina laughed as she listened to Jag’s holomessage. He was still thinking of her, still remembering her. She replied quickly. I’ve been a bit unreasonable lately too- complaining about things, being too busy. I’m coming, soon. Probable “The press? How did they get word of this?” Jaina threw the remote for the holonews across the room. She had become used to the details of her life being common gossip for the galaxy, but this was a bit more than she cared for them to know. “It is probable that Jagged Fel and Jaina Solo will marry within the next few years. It would indeed be a triumph of politics, uniting both Empire and Alliance once and for all… More on this later…” Jaina rolled her eyes. Probable? If only they knew that Jag had proposed to her… Definite “This is real, then.” “Of course, my love.” “You’re not just doing this as a political gesture like the press thinks?” “I’ve loved you for years. If there’s a benefit politically, so be it. But we’re marrying for love.” “No one actually believes that.” “Must I give them the definite truth, that this is not meant to be political?” “They definitely won’t believe that.” “It is true.” Jaina laughed softly. Every time she and Jag had discussed their imminent marriage, she knew it was political. So did the press, and their families. No matter how definitely it was for love. Week 3: A bit of Darkish Jaina. Truth What is truth to you? Just your own perception of what is and isn’t right? “No, that’s more like conscience. Truth is…” You can’t define it. Perhaps you don’t know what Truth is. “Why are you talking to me? I thought you were dead…” No. I am never dead. The Sith will rise again to make you question what you believe. Jaina woke up suddenly, wondering why she had dreamt a conversation with Vergere. It was unsettling, to say the least, that the dead feathery Sith had spoken to her. Was it Jaina’s turn to fall to the Dark Side? Trust Trust me. Just trust me. You know there is a way to find what you seek. “You’re suggesting I trust someone I know is a Sith? Are you crazy?” You are the one hearing my voice. Are you sure of your own sanity? “What do you think you’re doing? Jacen just died from turning to the Dark Side! Why are you trying to convince me to do the same?” I am trying to convince you of nothing. All I ask is that you trust I might know some of the answers you seek. “And now I’m hearing voices,” Jaina sighed. Honour Do you honour the Jedi of the past, their quest for peace throughout the galaxy? “Of course. Why do you ask?” How do you know what they have done was right? “Stop questioning me! You’re always asking about these stupid abstract concepts I don’t care about. I have other things to think about.” Like your being so divided and lost now? You know not what you seek nor what you should do with your life. “Shut up, I don’t care.” Jaina rolled her eyes. The voice had again chosen a poor time to talk to her, this time about honor. Loyalty I can’t stay a Jedi if I’m not sure of what I’m doing anymore. I didn’t expect to ever be questioning my commitment to the Order, but there’s something wrong. There's someone- it thinks it’s Vergere- talking to me, encouraging me to think a bit more for myself and not worry so much about what I’m supposed to do. Keeping myself loyal to the Order is becoming a bit of a struggle. Perhaps I should just take a break. That might help both my mental state and answer some of my questions, resolve my true loyalties. -From Jaina’s private journal Love “All right, Vergere, or whatever you are, listen up.” Jaina had made her choice. “Call me stupid, but I’ve got plenty of attachments. I love my family and my fiancé too much to just abandon them all in pursuit of something that talks to me like my brother’s corrupter.” What do you want from me, then? “Shut up, permanently.” Jaina thought of Jag and the future she wanted with him. “You’re not going to ruin my life. I love Jag and my family and I’m not going to let you hurt them again.” So be it. You shall regret this. Enjoy! -----signature----- if loving you is wrong, i don't want to be right UDC 4: http://boards.theforce.net/beyond_the_saga/b10477/29954776/p1/ The Way of the Sith: http://boards.theforce.net/beyond_the_saga/b10477/29545048/r29567455/ Fics in Prolific Writers' Thread.
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Jade_eyes Registered: Aug '04	Date Posted: 4/21 4:37pm Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Weeks 2 and 3 up!
	Week 2 -- oh melt and squee! Week 3 -- seems like the prompts just beg to belong to Jaina LOL Mine focused on her too. Jaina is the best as arguing philosophical questions isn't she? The flaw that can always draw her along into sithiness seems to be a different path than the lust for power. A great loss of some personal kind seems like more her pitfall. -----signature----- Spock/Nyota, woven forever together in gorgeous bonds of Nyota's "Cherished Moments" diary's gonna be hawt, hawt, melty! Squggles! [face_melting into 10 buckets!]
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KELIA Title: The Pretty in Pink Fan Fic Manager Registered: Jul '05	Date Posted: 4/22 4:19am Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Weeks 2 and 3 up!
	Week 2: I loved seeing Jaina and Jag work things out...if only for a short time. Week 3: Chilling - very chilling. Hearing voices is never a good thing... Great update -----signature----- "Do or do not, there is no try." Master Yoda A Light In The Darkness: http://boards.theforce.net/the_saga/b10476/28150602/p1/?8 NaNaWriMo Progress: 11,018
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SithGirl132 Registered: Dec '05	Date Posted: 5/20 8:59pm Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Weeks 2 and 3 up!
	Jade: Well, as you know, I've made Jaina fall far too many times. And yes, she seems more likely to fall from revenge or philosophy. KELIA: Haha, thanks. J/J is tough for me. And it's so easy to make Jaina go a bit crazy- and it makes her character all the more interesting. Much thanks for you guys who keep reading, even though I have been conspicuously absent lately. Curse you finals and job-hunting and DRL. Week 4: A/T Gaze Almost every time I walk here, I expect you to be with me. I expect to see you, the little jump of excitement in the Force that means you’re here, and then to meet your gaze. I can still see your eyes, all the time, in my mind’s eye. It’s not the same, though. I want to see your eyes again in life, meet your gaze again, and feel the magic. Fantasizing isn’t helping now; I want only you. Why can’t you just find a way to tell me you’re still thinking of me? A gaze. That would be enough. Wink A wink. A smile. Mundane little gestures that we thought nothing of, things that I was so used to seeing. I expected it from you; it was a part of you. Now I know how unique to you it all was. That wink. I can’t stop thinking about it, or you, and I can’t explain why. Maybe I just shouldn’t try to explain why, and should just admit that I miss that wink. For some reason, that’s what I’m thinking the most about. The little things. The things that don’t matter until they’re gone. Just one more wink. For me. Distance You seem so… far away now. As though you could be halfway across the universe, in some long-distant galaxy whose stars have long burned out. Somewhere where I’d never look for you. Maybe I’m the distant one. Your family worries about me, often. They say I’m not the same anymore, as though some essential part of me died when you did. I say I’ll be fine soon, hoping that the lie will convince even me. But it never really does, and they think I’m growing more and more distant. I don’t want you this far away. Come back to me. Cold as Ice No, you aren’t dead. You’re just sleeping. Just resting, recovering for a little while. You’ll be back really soon, and everything will continue just how it should be. I can’t believe you’re dead. Even allowing the thought into my mind will make me accept it in the end. But if you aren’t dead, why am I so scared and alone? Why do I feel like the bottom has fallen out of my world? Why do I feel so lost? Why are you not talking to me, comforting me, being there when I need you? Why are you cold as ice? Eternal Flame You’re always there. I see you in the shadows, wherever I look. I can’t forget or let go of you, no matter how hard I try. You’re supposed to be dead. I promised myself I’d get over you and keep living- as you would want- but it’s so hard when you are still in my life. I try to tell myself I’m just imagining things. I’m going crazy. But you’re still always there. Watching me, talking to me, playing in my dreams and fantasies, waiting for me… waiting for me to rejoin you. You’re there, just like the eternal flame. Week 5: Jacen Solo Steps Something has greatly changed about how I see the universe and the Force. I know this has something to do with Vergere and the Yuuzhan Vong, and will forever change my philosophy and understanding. Maybe it’s a step in the direction of a new way of teaching Jedi. Maybe it’s a step towards more questions rather than more answers. I can even hear my detractors saying it’s a step towards the Sith or some other Dark Side. I think it’s a step towards learning. I don’t know if it’s for better or worse- but I’ll find out along the way. Stride A journey across the galaxy. Perhaps this was a good idea; it seems like something Vergere would have greatly supported. Taking some time off from my Jedi duties, exploring the galaxy a bit, and picking up some additional Force-training along the way. It sounds like a good idea, even if there are all the pitfalls of general danger and the odd Dark Side Force-users. Later I’ll probably pass this off as a detour from the normal path to becoming a Jedi. For the time being, it’s making strides in my understanding of the Force, which I confess Vergere has changed… Stumble I confess: I don’t get it. So many strange new ideas, odd philosophies and practices, ways of using the Force that have been hidden for so long that none of the current Force-users would have heard of them. This seems to be the stumbling block: I have no idea what I’m supposed to do with this knowledge. Is it a supplement to my Jedi training, or something to bring home and share? Or something a bit darker, even? I like to think it’s normal for everyone to have something they don’t understand. I certainly don’t know what to do now. Leap Something about growing by leaps and bounds. Drastic learning and changing the way one views the universe. Essential for all who wish to develop a higher understanding of how they function in relation to the rest of things. Therefore, is this a leap of learning or a leap of faith? Leaping across the narrow view of the Force that I was originally presented, and seeing something different? That seems to be a bit of both definitions. A sharp change in how I see the Force, accompanied by some daring in what I do with it… This reminds me of Vergere… Fall Everything falls. Nothing lasts forever. This very impermanence is an essential part of the universe. It’s a normal part of the cycle of life, or at least that’s what I’m trying to tell myself. If falling is so normal, then why does it have so many problems attached? Why is that the verb used for those who have turned to the Dark Side? Perhaps it’s something linguistic, and not something that I should be concerned with as a Jedi. Or whatever sort of Force-user I’ll end up as. But falling still seems a bit… unusual. Perhaps ‘turning’ might be better. Enjoy and thanks for reading! -----signature----- if loving you is wrong, i don't want to be right UDC 4: http://boards.theforce.net/beyond_the_saga/b10477/29954776/p1/ The Way of the Sith: http://boards.theforce.net/beyond_the_saga/b10477/29545048/r29567455/ Fics in Prolific Writers' Thread.
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Jade_eyes Registered: Aug '04	Date Posted: 5/21 3:57am Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Weeks 4 and 5 finally up!
	Week 4 so sad!!! The missing almost hurts physically. Week 5: perfect choice for the prompts. -----signature----- Spock/Nyota, woven forever together in gorgeous bonds of Nyota's "Cherished Moments" diary's gonna be hawt, hawt, melty! Squggles! [face_melting into 10 buckets!]
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VaderLVR64 Title: Manager Emeritus Registered: Feb '04	Date Posted: 5/21 6:38am Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Weeks 4 and 5 finally up!
	They're all so good I can't pick a favorite! -----signature----- R.I.P John, Alex, Jason, and Christian Never forgotten Soldiers' Angels http://soldiersangels.org/ 2114 soldiers waiting for someone to care
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KELIA Title: The Pretty in Pink Fan Fic Manager Registered: Jul '05	Date Posted: 5/21 7:17am Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Weeks 4 and 5 finally up!
	Week 4: Cold As Ice was particularly heartbreaking. Week 5: If falling is so normal, then why does it have so many problems attached? Very poignant. You captured Jacen's character very well and I enjoyed the peek into his mind. Great updates -----signature----- "Do or do not, there is no try." Master Yoda A Light In The Darkness: http://boards.theforce.net/the_saga/b10476/28150602/p1/?8 NaNaWriMo Progress: 11,018
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SithGirl132 Registered: Dec '05	Date Posted: 5/29 9:25pm Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Weeks 4 and 5 finally up! - Date Edited: 5/29 9:28pm (1 edits total) Edited By: SithGirl132
	Jade: Yes, week 4 was really sad to write. I think I was in my angsty place. Vader: thanks! KELIA: Jacen before his fall is so much fun to write. Just getting into his head is a great mental exercise. Here's week 6- as my Muse and I work out a writing schedule, I'll catch up again. Week 6: H/L In Dialogue! Gallant “You’d call me gallant? What am I, someone from one of those trashy romance holonovels?” “No, of course not. It’s just a rather romantic way of saying that you’re courageous.” “Just like calling you Your Worship is my way of saying you can still be a stuck-up princess?” “Exactly, Nerf Herder. You certainly have the romance skills to be in a trashy holonovel, but I think you’d need some civilizing to really fit the part.” “Sorry, not happening. I guess you’ll have to settle for gallant but unrefined.” “That’s just what I’ve been doing. It’s better than gallant but arrogant.” Filial “You look tired tonight, sweetheart. What happened?” “Well, you recall how I said I’d watch the children while Threepio had some servos repaired and you were out with Lando…” “Yeah… so what?” “I just don’t understand, Han. I’m able to spend my whole day dealing with irascible and irrational diplomats without causing a galactic incident, but I can’t deal with my own kids for three hours?” “It’s just the way kids are. Don’t worry about it sweetheart- I think it’s part of their job as kids to annoy us, since we’re the responsible adults.” “You’re responsible? When did that happen?” Vexation “Why didn’t you tell me you were going to be in meetings all day?” “You never asked. And anyways, I left so early that you were still in bed, and it wasn’t worth waking you.” “I wouldn’t have complained too much. Well, maybe a little… ‘cause you got up too early…” “And then because I’d made too much noise, and a bit more about being up too early… Just admit it, Han. It’s too much of a vexation to bother getting up when I have early meetings.” “Yeah, I’ll say. It’s probably more of a vexation for you, Your Worship.” Sublime “You chose just the perfect place for an anniversary dinner! It’s quiet, well-decorated, and with a wonderful menu…” “Hey, only the best, Your Worship. You said you wanted something really special for our anniversary, and you even found the time to get away from your work.” “I think there’s a word for this, Han. Something so special that it feels almost otherworldly…” “Hmm… try ‘sublime,’ maybe?” “Sublime. I like the sound of that, especially considering that you dressed up for this occasion…” “What, that’s really that out of the ordinary?” “No, your not complaining about it is quite sublime indeed.” Superficial “Are you sure I look all right in this robe?” “You look fine, sweetheart. You’ve already spent all week worrying about this reception, and now you spend all day worrying about what to wear? You’re perfectly fine.” “Really? I’ve been overly concerned about an important diplomatic reception, whose outcome may determine getting some Outer Rim planets into the New Republic, and all you can say is to stop worrying?” “It’s true. Think of it this way- what you wear is kind of superficial, right? Those stuffy diplomats care more about what you say.” “Oh, how I wish you were right…” Enjoy! -----signature----- if loving you is wrong, i don't want to be right UDC 4: http://boards.theforce.net/beyond_the_saga/b10477/29954776/p1/ The Way of the Sith: http://boards.theforce.net/beyond_the_saga/b10477/29545048/r29567455/ Fics in Prolific Writers' Thread.
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Jade_eyes Registered: Aug '04	Date Posted: 5/30 3:38am Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Week 6: H/L!
	Marvelous! Particularly enjoyed Filial and Sublime--real to life and sweet couple moments. You've got their tone perfectly at each phase of their relationship. -----signature----- Spock/Nyota, woven forever together in gorgeous bonds of Nyota's "Cherished Moments" diary's gonna be hawt, hawt, melty! Squggles! [face_melting into 10 buckets!]
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VaderLVR64 Title: Manager Emeritus Registered: Feb '04	Date Posted: 6/1 5:06am Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Week 6: H/L!
	Filial “You look tired tonight, sweetheart. What happened?” “Well, you recall how I said I’d watch the children while Threepio had some servos repaired and you were out with Lando…” “Yeah… so what?” “I just don’t understand, Han. I’m able to spend my whole day dealing with irascible and irrational diplomats without causing a galactic incident, but I can’t deal with my own kids for three hours?” “It’s just the way kids are. Don’t worry about it sweetheart- I think it’s part of their job as kids to annoy us, since we’re the responsible adults.” “You’re responsible? When did that happen?” Loved it! -----signature----- R.I.P John, Alex, Jason, and Christian Never forgotten Soldiers' Angels http://soldiersangels.org/ 2114 soldiers waiting for someone to care
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KELIA Title: The Pretty in Pink Fan Fic Manager Registered: Jul '05	Date Posted: 6/3 3:54am Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Week 6: H/L!
	I loved all the Han and Leia mush! Its so nice to see them enjoying peaceful times. Just like calling you Your Worship is my way of saying you can still be a stuck-up princess? That line was classic Han! Great udpate -----signature----- "Do or do not, there is no try." Master Yoda A Light In The Darkness: http://boards.theforce.net/the_saga/b10476/28150602/p1/?8 NaNaWriMo Progress: 11,018
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SithGirl132 Registered: Dec '05	Date Posted: 6/4 9:35pm Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Week 6: H/L!
	Jade: All those cute little moments- so much fun! Vader: Haha, that was one of the most fun to write, especially considering that I had to look up 'filial.' KELIA: Thanks! I love H/L- they're quite a fun couple. And as a stress-buster after a really bad day at work... let's just say it was the first time when I really wanted to Force-lightning someone. Oh well, I'm the genius who got rehired at McDonald's... Week 7: Jacen/Caedus, take 2 No Turning Back Get away from me leave me alone stay out of my mind don’t do this to me STOP… “I can’t do this anymore. I’m planning to do something I can’t really justify to myself.” “Stop moralizing, Jacen. You’ve already accepted the Sith.” Lumiya had heard too many idle recriminations to pay attention. “Why are you even listening to me? Why are you here?” Jacen turned around to face Lumiya- She wasn’t there. She hadn’t been in Jacen’s apartment at all for several months. He had been imagining her, yet again. Her absence was a clear response- No turning back now. No Backing Down “I’ve made my decision,” Jacen calmly said to Lumiya. “You don’t have to worry about me backing down or pulling out at the last moment anymore.” “I haven’t been seriously concerned about that for years,” Lumiya replied calmly. “I know you’re a Sith in all but name, and the final step is for you to make that sacrifice. Listen to your Force visions and meditations; you’ll receive a clue to where you need to be next.” Jacen thought for a moment about the constant vision of killing a faceless Jedi, transforming in some way… “Of course. No backing down anymore.” Nowhere to Run Try to hide all you want. I’m here waiting for you, whenever you make a mistake. I’ll be there, ready to catch you… Jacen stalked the caves in his mind, wondering why he was consistently being brought there. Something in the Force was drawing him to a series of caves on an otherwise deserted planet, chasing someone that he couldn’t see… The sacrifice was waiting for him there, with nowhere to run except straight into his path… If the Force was waiting for Jacen, then why was everything still so unclear? Perhaps Jacen was the one with nowhere to run. No One to Trust You are alone now. Your sacrifice has driven away all those who thought themselves your friends, and your continued actions will only continue to make people hate you. So you’ve finally found your sacrifice- the love and adoration of your family and friends? It’s only right… Caedus knew the voice in the back of his head was right. There was no one left to trust, no one who believed that their new Chief of State was still the same old Jacen. Everyone had noticed the change… It is what being a Sith demands, the voice replied. No one to trust. No Place to Hide It will indeed be most gratifying when at last I can be addressed as Darth Caedus. It would certainly vindicate all this work I’ve done lately. Alone with his thoughts, Caedus wondered how much of it was truly private anymore. There was still Tahiri, too eager to learn the way of the Sith, and the memories of Lumiya and Vergere… Something isn’t right here. Someone isn’t to be trusted here- and that someone has nowhere to hide anymore. There is a traitor, someone working against me. Perhaps a Jedi, perhaps another Sith… Under a Sith, there is nowhere to hide. Enjoy another jaunt into evil. -----signature----- if loving you is wrong, i don't want to be right UDC 4: http://boards.theforce.net/beyond_the_saga/b10477/29954776/p1/ The Way of the Sith: http://boards.theforce.net/beyond_the_saga/b10477/29545048/r29567455/ Fics in Prolific Writers' Thread.
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Jade_eyes Registered: Aug '04	Date Posted: 6/5 3:22am Subject: More Notebook Margins: SithGirl's UDC 4. Week 7: Jacen/Caedus, take 2
	Very chilling use of the prompts. -----signature----- Spock/Nyota, woven forever together in gorgeous bonds of Nyota's "Cherished Moments" diary's gonna be hawt, hawt, melty! Squggles! [face_melting into 10 buckets!]
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