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Jaded Skywalker  3512 posts
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Date Posted: 2/23/03 11:55am Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
rqavalon, sorry I missed your post up there. Hope you are feeling better! I know that feeling though... hope you get some needed rest! happy

New post at Under the Desert Suns if anyone is interested. happy

 

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Neon Star  5617 posts
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Date Posted: 2/23/03 1:18pm Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
Ptrsons; I'm sorry to have it come to this. sad You will be missed, I can't tell you how much we will all miss you. sad

 

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corellian_chic242  10020 posts
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Date Posted: 2/23/03 1:21pm Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
34: i'm glad your mom's okay!

 

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debeautimous  1956 posts
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Date Posted: 2/23/03 1:38pm Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
34 I am so glad that everything turned out alright!!!

 

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Drunk_on_Tang  895 posts
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Date Posted: 2/23/03 5:24pm Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only* - Date Edited: 2/23/03 5:27pm (1 edits total) Edited By: Drunk_on_Tang
34 : I'm so glad that your mom is doing good! Your family is still in my prayers!

Nikita : Good luck with auditions!

Rvgavalon : Hope you feel better soon!

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Princess1  3250 posts
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Date Posted: 2/23/03 5:34pm Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
34: Oh my gosh, I'm so glad your moms better! happy

 

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Nikita  931 posts
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Date Posted: 2/23/03 7:11pm Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
34~ This is the best news I've had all year. I'm so happy that she's pulling through this. Your mom is a strong woman.

K I guess the audition went really well... I first had my piano placement, which I think was worse then my vocal. I played one page of my song and then some scales and then a duet with the insrtuctor.

Then I had my actual audition. I had a sore throat, love the way that always works out... hehe anyways, I sang all three songs and they said I had good tone or someting along that line. Then I sight read and for the life of me couldn't get past the second note, so with a little help i finished the piece perfectly and they looked? impressed... lol they they had me do some ear training exercises... not too good but oh well...

Then we got to the funnest part of the day... The Theory placement, HA! What a joke! Who has perfect pitch?!??! NOT ME!
anyways, sore throat is attacking me, going to bed!

Nite everyone...

oh yeah, hello to all the new fortress goers!

 

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Jaded Skywalker  3512 posts
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Date Posted: 2/23/03 8:01pm Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
Nikita, glad to hear it went well overall! Hope your throat feels better. happy

 

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debeautimous  1956 posts
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Date Posted: 2/23/03 8:56pm Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
I am having a hard night. My mom died recently and the experience was horrific. I was doing alright but sometimes the pain is overwhelming.

 

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Grand_Admiral_Jaxx  5582 posts
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Date Posted: 2/24/03 6:16am Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
What happened? You know we're here like a support group...

I am very sorry to hear about your mother. I can not even imagine life without mine. From the time of our birth to the day of their deaths, they will always be with you.

And even beyond, I am sure your mother is with you. There is room for grief, yes, but don't despair. She is with you. Always.

 

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debeautimous  1956 posts
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Date Posted: 2/24/03 8:35am Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
She was only 60. I am 35. She had a routine eye surgery. I went down to Belen which is about 35 miles from where I live in Albuquerque NM. When I got there she was very disoriented. I was a nursing student so I knew something was very wrong. We rushed her to the hospital in Alb. When we got there she had a blood sugar of 820 and a heart rate of 200. Normal blood sugar 100 and a resting heart rate of about70. It was horrible we went thru a week of ups and downs and I had to watch her die. I am the strongest one in the family. My older brothers and my dad fell apart. I had to make most of the funeral arrangements. I had felt loss before but when it is a parent the pain is beyond anything I have experienced. I have been using my love for Star Wars to distract me and it has helped but last night I forgot she was gone and I was going to ask her to read my story. It is the first time I forgot she was gone. We had a difficult relationship. While I was growing up it was fine but once I became an adult she got extremely hateful. On my end I did the best I could but it is hard to know we wasted my adult years not liking eachother. The doctors think she formed a gallstone that blocked the pancreas. You need that for insulin production.

 

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Princess1  3250 posts
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Date Posted: 2/24/03 9:20am Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
Oh my gosh I am so sorry. That is more horrorable then I could possibly imagine, I don't know what I'd do without my mom, she's always been there for me, in one way or another. I don't know what I would do without her. I can't begin to express how sorry I am,what shock that must have been, and still is.

Nikita: Glad it went well overall. happy

 

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DarthKimballDreamer  387 posts
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Date Posted: 2/24/03 10:08am Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only* - Date Edited: 2/24/03 10:08am (1 edits total) Edited By: DarthKimballDreamer
To Ptrsons: 34 remains one of the most eloquent writers I know, and he has said it all far better than I ever could. But thank you for welcoming me, for offering support, prayers, and guidance, and for loving Cold Comfort Farm-such a small thing, but something that brought a smile to my face. I, along with the rest of the Fortress, will miss your presence very much, you truly were the "mother" here. If you ever get a chance, drop by and let us know how you're doing. May the Force be with you, too, and may happiness and joy follow you wherever you may go.

34: I have been praying and will continue to do so, for your mom and for all of your family who I love so much. Thank God that she is doing well, and I pray that her recovery remains steady! I'm so happy for her and for all of you.

debeautimous: I cannot even attempt to say that I understand the kind of pain you must be going through, because I, like many here, cannot imagine my life without my own mother who I love so dearly. I admire your strength and courage very much. I'll pray for you, and remember that while you may not know me or anyone else in here yet, feel free to come and talk anytime you want to. God bless.

Nikita: I am so happy that it went well overall! I know how nervewracking auditions can be, trust me (ask 34, too!), but I am sure you did a great job! Congrats! grin

And on a personally really happy note...I GOT CAST IN A SHOW!!!! grin grin I don't know much about the show, or even the role that I have-my first rehearsal is tonight-but it's called "Absolutely Murder" and is a comic murder mystery. I believe my role is Mrs. Ranch...but more on that as it all unfolds.

Welcome to all the new people here! Glad to see ya! Hope all is well with all the "regulars", too.
Stay eXtreme, y'all!
~**Kimball**~
PS: Jaded, I'll be stopping in and posting later today...you'd think with a snow WEEK I'd have stayed caught up, but of course I didn't tongue

 

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debeautimous  1956 posts
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Date Posted: 2/24/03 1:17pm Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
I am doing much better today. grin I am going to work on my story. Thanks for your kind words I obviously needed them.

 

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Jaded Skywalker  3512 posts
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Date Posted: 2/24/03 3:13pm Subject: RE: The Fortress *Ladies Only*
debeautimous, all I can say is that I am very sorry. But not even that can help. We're always willing to listen. happy Your in my prayers.

Kimball- Don't worry about it. No new post until Thursday so you have some time. happy Hope you enjoyed that snow!

 

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