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Author Topic: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) COMPLETED 10/22 Yes!! I'm done!!!
NYCitygurl 
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Date Posted: 10/20/04 6:49pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/20 *Jaina, Jag, Jacen, Anni, Tenel Ka, Zekk*
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Date Posted: 10/20/04 7:13pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/20 *Jaina, Jag, Jacen, Anni, Tenel Ka, Zekk*
Woohoo! Very cool!

 

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Lt_Jaina_Solo 
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Date Posted: 10/20/04 7:24pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/20 *Jaina, Jag, Jacen, Anni, Tenel Ka, Zekk*
Very nice...

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JAGSGURL15 
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Date Posted: 10/20/04 7:31pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/20 *Jaina, Jag, Jacen, Anni, Tenel Ka, Zekk*
awesome job! MEH LIKEYS~

 

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J_M_Bulldog 
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Date Posted: 10/20/04 10:25pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/20 *Jaina, Jag, Jacen, Anni, Tenel Ka, Zekk*
Thanks for the PM

Finally Jacen decides what to do, though I do wonder if his indecsion was why Tenel Ka went to the Dark Side.

Yeah, Jaya's okay. Goodie. grin

 

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NYCitygurl 
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Date Posted: 10/21/04 11:36am Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/20 *Jaina, Jag, Jacen, Anni, Tenel Ka, Zekk*
Sarah: Thanks!!! grin

Lt: Thanks!!! grin

JAGSGURL15: Thanks!!! grin

J_M_Bulldog: Thanks for the PM

No prob.

Finally Jacen decides what to do, though I do wonder if his indecsion was why Tenel Ka went to the Dark Side

Lol, no. She went to the Dark Side because she was jealous of Anni.

Yeah, Jaya's okay. Goodie

Yeah, I couldn't hurt her happy

 

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NYCitygurl 
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Date Posted: 10/21/04 12:25pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/20 *Jaina, Jag, Jacen, Anni, Tenel Ka, Zekk*
Okay, I know that I just posted yesterday, but I'm trying to finish this story, and since I have a post up, here goes:

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Jacen sat in a chair in the waiting room of the med bay. Anni had just come out of bacta. Jaina was in her room, taking to her. Jacen had wanted to see her as soon as she’d come out, but Jaina said that she needed to be first. Anni needed to be ready to see him.

After Jacen had kissed Anni, he had passed out from shock and blood loss. The medics said that she barely made it. Jacen barely managed the wait, but he had his own problems to deal with.

“Jacen, I need to know what happened when you saved Anni.”

“Uncle Luke, I really can’t talk about it.” Jacen met his uncle’s eyes. “I’m sorry.”

“You killed her.” Not a question.

Jacen knew he was talking about Tenel Ka. “Yes.”

Luke looked Jacen up and down, and then sighed. “You did what you had to, Jacen. Even if you didn’t love Anni, Tenel Ka had fallen far. She would have killed Anni if you hadn’t intervened. I believe you made the right choice. I can’t say for sure, and I can’t say what I would do had I been in your situation.”

“Does that mean I’ve fallen to the Dark Side?”

It took a while for Luke to answer. “I don’t believe so, but you need time. Rest. Talk with your friends, your brother and sister. Figure things out with Anni.” Luke smiled. “I think you’re safe from the Dark Side.” He frowned. “But you need to be careful, and you need to heal.”


Jacen had talked. He, Jaina, and Anakin completely mended things with their family. Anakin, as he had such a long year ago, gave Jacen girl advice and support. And Jacen had found advice and an offer of friendship from a surprising source—Jag. The man offered good advice and Jacen welcomed Jag and a friend—and as a brother-in-law. Jag had proposed to Jaina, and while they were still working out the details, Jacen knew that they wanted a small wedding, with only family and a few close friends.

Anakin was well again. He couldn’t exactly explain it, but somehow the vision he’d gotten during the meeting was the last one the force would ever give him. The entire Solo and Skywalker family gave thanks.

Jacen had thought long and hard about his relationship with Anni. He knew that he loved her, and wanted to give their love a chance. He knew that somehow they could get through it, if she gave him a chance.

******

Jaina held her best friend’s hand. Anni was still very weak, but she was able to half sit, half lie against the pillows in the bed, and she was staying awake. “Anni, I’m so sorry.”

“It’s me who should be sorry. If I hadn’t been stupid enough to fall in love with Jacen . . .”

Jaina squeezed her hand. “It wasn’t stupid,” she said. “Tenel Ka had asked for a break. Jacen was free.”

“She was your friend,” Anni whispered.

“And so was Zekk, and Raynar, and even Kyp Durron, but things change. It wasn’t your fault they fell to the Dark Side. And you’re my friend, Anni. You’re the closest thing I have to a sister, and I love you as if you were.”

“I love you too, Jaina.”

Jaina bent down and wiped a tear from Anni’s face. “Does he love me?” the redhead whispered.

Jaina smiled gently. “I can’t say for sure, but I’d be willing to put large sums of money on it.” Her face grew serious. “Anni, are you ready for that?”

“For his love? I’ve been ready for a long time.”

“Are you ready for everything that comes with it? He loved Tenel Ka once, you know. They were the best of friends, and he killed her. He’s carrying around a lot of guilt, and he needs time to heal. You both do.” Jaina took a deep breath. “He’s in the waiting room, waiting to talk to you. I’ll send him away if you’d like, or I’ll stay in here while he comes in.”

Anni shook her head carefully, managing not to wince at the pain. “No, I want to talk to him alone.” She smiled. “Thank you, Jaina.”

Jaina gave her hand a quick squeeze and went to get Jacen.

******

Jacen took a deep breath and sat down on the end of the bed, just looking at Anni. She looked good, for someone who had almost died. In Jacen’s eyes, she was beautiful.

Neither of them spoke for a full minute. Jacen took a deep breath. “Do you want me to go first or do you want to?”

“I think you probably should.”

Jacen moved closer and took her hand in his. “In that room, I had a choice between the two of you. I know that Uncle Luke doesn’t believe it, but if I had wanted Tenel Ka, I could have stopped her from killing you and turned her back.” He met her eyes. “I killed her because it was the only way I could be with you.

“I meant what I said in there—I chose you. I love you, Anni. It’s going to take some work, and a lot of time and healing, but I want this to work. I want us to work.” He smiled hesitantly. “Your turn.”

“I love you too, Jacen. I have for a while.” She gently squeezed his hand. “It will take a lot of time, for both of us, but I’m willing to try.”

Jacen leaned down and kissed her gently. He wanted to kiss her passionately and make love to her again, but she was too weak. “You know,” he said softly, his lips brushing against hers, “the owner of a resort on Mon Calamari owes me a favor. After Jaina’s wedding, we could go there. It would be a nice place to heal.”

“That sounds nice,” Anni said before giving him another kiss.

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flowerbee 
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Date Posted: 10/21/04 12:40pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/21 *Jaina, Jacen, Anni, Luke* - Date Edited: 10/21/04 12:42pm (1 edits total) Edited By: flowerbee
I love mush! love Eagerly anticipating the ending!

 

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CodeName_Targeter 
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Date Posted: 10/21/04 12:43pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/21 *Jaina, Jacen, Anni, Luke*
Honestly Nat, I think there's gonna be an apocolypse or something, because you've posted twice with two days!

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I'm just messin' wit ya, nice post girl! wink


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NYCitygurl 
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Date Posted: 10/21/04 12:53pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/21 *Jaina, Jacen, Anni, Luke*
Sarah: Lol. I'll probably put it up tomorrow happy

Jenn: Honestly Nat, I think there's gonna be an apocolypse or something, because you've posted twice with two days!

Lol silly It's not something I normally do over here.

nice post girl!

Thanks!!! grin

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JAGSGURL15 
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Date Posted: 10/21/04 2:55pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/21 *Jaina, Jacen, Anni, Luke*
awesome job!

 

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Date Posted: 10/21/04 3:23pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/21 *Jaina, Jacen, Anni, Luke*
great post! thanks for the pm!
any chance of a post on family ties? a happy one i mean.
Go red sox!
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NYCitygurl 
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Date Posted: 10/21/04 3:40pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/21 *Jaina, Jacen, Anni, Luke*
JAGSGURL5: Thanks!!! grin

Kat: great post!

Thanks!!! grin

thanks for the pm

No prob happy

any chance of a post on family ties?

Probably not tonight, but sometime in the next couple days. I gotta get rid of DWB.

a happy one i mean.

Can't promise you that devil

 

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Date Posted: 10/21/04 6:25pm Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/21 *Jaina, Jacen, Anni, Luke*
Nice post!

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Date Posted: 10/22/04 7:44am Subject: RE: Secrets of the Past (Jaina/Jag, Thrawn) Updated 10/21 *Jaina, Jacen, Anni, Luke*
Thanks!!! grin

 

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