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Vaders_Angel
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7/4/05 10:55pm
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RE: Inner Turmoil - Anakin Skywalker/Obi-wan/Vader/Padme ****(NEWLY Updated 7/03 )****
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Will do, thanks! 
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Vaders_Angel
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7/6/05 2:06am
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One last up before I post the next part of this tommorrow, so that anyone else has a chance to read it if they missed the update, since I'm not sure if I missed anyone with PM's. If you read, please, please comment. 
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DarthIshtar
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7/6/05 6:55am
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Doi! Padawan, please smack me very hard. I've fallen behind on this. I like your yoda, especially the last bit of dialogue he had. I knew he'd be able to help Anakin find his path.
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Vaders_Angel
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Date Posted:
7/6/05 1:14pm
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RE: Inner Turmoil - Anakin Skywalker/Obi-wan/Vader/Padme ****(NEWLY Updated 7/03 )****
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As you wish, My Master! *respectfully smacks DarthIshtar* ...  
Thanks, glad I didn't totally screw up Yoda like I thought I would, lol.
This is the first time Something I've written with Yoda in it has reached human eyes besides mine, I always end up scrapping it, lol.
I'll PM you when the next part is up.
P.S. TO EVERYBODY: I know I said I'd post the next part today but I'm not sure I'm going to have alot of time so if I don't post today I will tommorrow.
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Vaders_Angel
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7/8/05 1:32pm
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Vaders_Angel
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7/9/05 1:47am
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"I had planned to turn myself in, and take the repercussions." I told him, "Whatever they may be, surely I deserve them." I paused. He did not move to speak or open his eyes, so I continued carefully. "However, my wife...I cannot bear the thought of leaving her to suffer alone."
My voice wavered as I went on. "I left her once....and brought her great pain. I would give anything to avoid repeating that mistake. Indeed I would take it back if I could, but I can try my best to erase it from her memory by providing her with happiness now that should have always been afforded her." He then slowly raised his large eyes as they opened and peered up at me, on his face was a small smile. "Know your fear, I do, young one. Want to hurt your love, you do not. Yet justice you feel you deserve. Hmm...yes... see your inner turmoil, I can. But, consulted the Forces wishes, I have. Mercy, you must accept, honor, you must regain. A destiny to fulfill, you still have. Loyalty to the republic, you have regained, eh?"
I thought about this before I answered. The Empire was corrupt, run by the Sith, and yet the
republic itself was also flawed, as were the Jedi. In my days with the Empire I had learned
perfectionism, to fail, or appear blemished was unexceptable. But I knew I had made my decision when I had pulled Obi-Wan from that pit, there was no point in running from my destiny any longer. My desire was to be a jedi, and fulfill the task set out for me by the Force long ago.
"Yes Master," I said tentatively, "I do not wish harm to the Republic, nor the Jedi. My wish is only to do what is right, and just. I leave the decision as to what that is to you and to the council. I will do whatever you ask." I finished with a respectful bow, then stood quietly awaiting his response.
"A meeting with the council, I will arrange," he said finally, "and discuss your future, we will. Patience, you must have, young one. Much to learn, you still have. Training, you will still require. Your battle skills, formidable, they are. But your heart, your emotions, get in the way, they do." He smiled again and stepped forward a little to reach the comm button, "Be strong, Skywalker. All is not lost. Your love, you have. What you seeked, is it not?" I nodded and a small smile touched my lips. The image of Yoda vanished and I was left alone with my thoughts.
I was supposed to be completely happy, any other man would be. I had everything.
I had gotten Padme back, and she was not going to die, she was going to give birth shortly to my child. It was all I had dreamed of. And I had Obi-Wans forgivness. And yet a small voice still pricked at my heartstrings, telling me I didn't deserve such happiness. That I deserved to be the one in the horrible suit Obi-Wan was now forced to wear. I had not yet seen him since he had been put into it permanently. Only once after he had been fitted for it. And the look in his eyes at that first moment I had seen him, before he had noticed me standing there, had been enough to speak volumes for the horrific reality he would have to face for the rest of his life. It was white in color, to represent the light, the helmet I thought grotesquely resembled a skull. The body armor was very thick, it was insulated to regulate his body temperature. Not that their was much of his body left to regulate.
His legs were charred beyone repair, and eventually had to be amputated. His left arm was badly burned as well, and may also have to be removed soon to prevent gengrene from invading his body.
I rejoined Padme in our chambers, she was standing on the terrace just outside our window
brushing her hair. I walked slowly up behind her and wrapped my arms around her bulging middle
from behind. When I felt her lean into my arms, I knew I had made the right choice.
My thoughts then reverted back to Obi-Wan, all of the hell I had put him through, and the
condition he was now in. I wanted someone to atone for his suffering. The man who had been like a father to me, when I had never known a fathers love. The man who had trusted me and guided me in the ways of the Force from the time I was a small child. He paid the ultimate price for my redemption, and I would not waste this oppurtunity.
All I wanted now was for what he went through to not be in vain. I wanted to seek revenge and
bring the Sith to justice for all they had done to destroy me, and those I loved.
I was not one of them...I was not a jedi yet. I may never be. I may never regain the trust of Master Windu or the others, but I had Yoda and Obi-Wan on my side. And Padme. And that was enough to make what I was going to do worth it. No matter what the cost!
I released Padme and turned her to face me. I pulled her slowly closer her to me and kissed her passionately, and she gave a small sigh as I wrapped my arms tightly around her, but carefully around her bulging middle and just held her. A joyful shiver went through me as I realised I was holding all of my family that was left, at once. Her and my children were all I had left. And the Jedi.
She smiled at me and stroked a finger accross my cheek, my heart wanted to break for what I was about to do. "I have to go Padme." I said, slowly unentangling myself from her embrace. I gently pushed myself away from her, and explained. Tears began to form under my eyelids as the thought crossed my mind that she may not understand or condone what I had to do, and may not forgive me. I knew I was putting my life in jeopardy, in more than one way by searching out the Emporer, but I had no choice. It was my destiny to kill him. I was to restor balance to the Force. And the only way to do that was to eradicate the one thing that was a hinderance to justice. The Dark Side must die. She did not understand, but did not stand in my way. Her eyes filled with unshed tears as she kissed me goodbye. We held each other for a long while and when we parted again, she took my hand and placed a kiss in my palm. "For later." She told me. I gave her one last small kiss, and turned towards the door.
I walked out and didn't look back. I couldn't let myself see the pain in her eyes as she watched me depart from her life once again. Neither of us knew when I'd be back. I only hoped I could find whom I was looking for as quickly as quickly as he had found me when it suited him.
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Vaders_Angel
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Date Posted:
7/9/05 2:09pm
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up...what happened to my readers? *sniffle* 
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sithrules70
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Date Posted:
7/9/05 2:17pm
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sorry for not posting before but i was busy in the morning.great chapter.i have a couple questions,is obi wan in a vader suit??? if it is a vader suit is it black ?? please PM when update.
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Date Posted:
7/9/05 2:29pm
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I am here! Just took a small break while on vacation. This is really sad in a good way.  I am really curious as to where this will go.
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Vaders_Angel
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Date Posted:
7/9/05 3:27pm
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sithrules70: Thanks for reading! Obi-Wan is in a suit simialar to the one Anakin was put in in the cannon movies. But his is white in contrast to the one Vader wears, to show his obvious affiliation with the light side, while Vaders was black to in my opinion portray the darkness of what he had become. Hope this clears everything up for you! Thank you for your feedback!
InLoveWithLordVader: Thanks, glad you are enjoying it! And thank you for R&Ring! I will PM you when I get the time and inspiration to write the next chapter! I hope you enjoyed your vacation!
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Vaders_Angel
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Date Posted:
7/10/05 2:41pm
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up ...where did everybody go..?
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sithrules70
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7/10/05 3:16pm
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sorry for not posting but im not a big poster. please PM when update and dont worry so much if you dont get many replies,at least count that even if i dont reply iam always reading.
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Vaders_Angel
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7/11/05 1:43am
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Glad to have you as a reader, thanks!
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7/11/05 1:25pm
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Vader's Angel,
Thanks for letting me know about this. I am enjoying the twist it has! Sorry it took me a bit to tell you, I was away chasing cows in Montana.
Bri
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7/12/05 6:13am
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Glad you liked it. Hope you had a great vacation!
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