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Magier Registered: Jul '07	Date Posted: 8/24/07 8:59am Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 8-18-07 Chap 34
	I think it is really good that Obi-Wan and Anakin have Qui-Gon there as a buffer right now. I agree, they need to get him away from Palpy. Still, I wonder if Anakin is in over his head. -----signature----- No Legacy So Rich : Xan,OC, Obi, Qui (9/28) Seekers, Not Saints: SW/TB crossover (8/12)
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dianethx Registered: Mar '02	Date Posted: 8/24/07 1:07pm Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 8-18-07 Chap 34
	Lovely update. I loved that Anakin was trying to help Obi-Wan but that he was doing it the wrong way! About time for Qui-Gon to step in and help everyone get their heads on straight. Great job. Looking forward to more. -----signature----- Betrayal - http://boards.theforce.net/s/b1/10935143 updated 9/22/08 Fragments of Illusion- http://boards.theforce.net/bts/b10475/28456473 updated 11/20/08 jedidas3's Master At last - Hope for our country
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Valairy_Scot Title: PT Rewrite Winner Registered: Sep '05	Date Posted: 8/24/07 11:10pm Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 8-18-07 Chap 34 - Date Edited: 8/25/07 4:43pm (1 edits total) Edited By: Valairy_Scot
	Hmmm, only read the last two chapters so far, but of course I'm hooked (of course, anything you write is darn good)...so even though I have a number of posts to read through - please add me to the PM list. Edited to add: I read the whole darn thing in one sitting. Yup, all day and well worth it. It seems no one else picked up on, or mentioned, that reference to Siri's death. Now Obi-Wan's fighting the darker emotions again - things must come to a head relatively soon. I love the nuanced one you write... -----signature----- http://boards.theforce.net/fan_fiction_resource/b10304/25405090/p3/?52 Prolific Author thread: list & links there. Muse fueled by coffee. Often AWOL despite frequent sipping. Writes on inspiration, not a schedule. Proud master of several padawans
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bek Registered: Jul '05	Date Posted: 8/26/07 5:56pm Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 8-18-07 Chap 34 - Date Edited: 1/1 10:14pm (4 edits total) Edited By: bek
	Magier I think it is really good that Obi-Wan and Anakin have Qui-Gon there as a buffer right now. I agree, they need to get him away from Palpy. Still, I wonder if Anakin is in over his head. Anakin is going to find out that Palpatine's influence may be more ingrained in his psyche than he wants to believe. The boys definitely need someone wiser around them at this time. Though I think Qui-Gon may soon have his hands a bit too full. dianethx Lovely update. I loved that Anakin was trying to help Obi-Wan but that he was doing it the wrong way! About time for Qui-Gon to step in and help everyone get their heads on straight. He may need to hit their heads together a few times before he gets his point across. Great job. Looking forward to more. Thank you! Valairy_Scot Hmmm, only read the last two chapters so far, but of course I'm hooked (of course, anything you write is darn good)... Thank you! so even though I have a number of posts to read through - please add me to the PM list. Will do! Edited to add: I read the whole darn thing in one sitting. Yup, all day and well worth it. It seems no one else picked up on, or mentioned, that reference to Siri's death. Now Obi-Wan's fighting the darker emotions again - things must come to a head relatively soon. Obi-Wan is definitely teetering on the edge, though he would deny it. Chapter 35 The trip to the docking bay was quiet. The three Jedi were each deep in thought of the upcoming mission as well as the last twenty-four hours. Obi-Wan abruptly stopped walking and lowered his head in thought. Closing his eyes briefly in realization, a huttenese curse quietly slipped from his lips. Qui-Gon turned at hearing the slip of tongue and without missing a beat fell back into his role of mentor. "Padawan, what have I told you about that kind of language?" Feeling somewhat cheeky, Obi-Wan responded, "Nothing actually. You've never reprimanded me for speaking a native language of Tatooine." "A minor detail." Obi-Wan raised an eyebrow, a smirk on his lips. Lowering his arms back to his sides, the large Jedi stepped forward until he was toe to toe with the younger man. "Any type of curse in any language is forbidden, do you understand?" Sobering his expression as best as he could, Obi-Wan bowed with respect and replied, "I apologize, Master. I just remembered something." Anakin observed the two beside him but refrained from speaking. He silently listened to the banter between his mentor and grandmaster, not quite being able to silence the chuckle within at his mentor's expense. "And what would that be?" Qui-Gon asked, his arms folding once again cross his chest. "Senator Amidala is also known as Padme Amidala Naberrie." Qui-Gon tilted his head to one side, an indication to Obi-Wan that he should continue. "I failed to make the connection when we were given this assignment." Unfolding his arms, Qui-Gon asked, "And this is a problem because?" Obi-Wan's hand unconsciously scratched the back of his head before falling back to his side. "Nothing except that I'm about to receive the biggest lecture of my life." He started walking again and the other two fell in step beside him. Anakin's lips twitched, a grin spreading across them. He turned his head to hide it but Obi-Wan saw him before he could do so. "Go ahead, Anakin, laugh it up." The padawan kept pace while answering, "It was your promise, not mine." "What are you two talking about?" Qui-Gon asked. "Padme made him promise that we would visit more often than every four years," Anakin replied. "Why that particular number?" Qui-Gon inquired. Obi-Wan picked up where Anakin had left off. "When we left Naboo the first time, before we settled on Tatooine, she had made us promise to return. However, time has a way of slipping away. Days turned into weeks, which turned into months, and the next thing we knew four years had gone by. When we were on Naboo for Shmi's surgery, she pulled me aside and made me promise not to let that happen again. Not that I did it on purpose or anything," he mumbled the last part. Qui-Gon chuckled only just realizing why his padawan was somewhat put out. "I guess she is a bit of a spitfire, isn't she?" Without looking at either of the men walking beside him, Obi-Wan replied, "You think?!" X When the Jedi arrived at the hanger, the transport they had been assigned had already been prepped for take off and was now waiting for her passengers. They boarded the ship and found that Padme was already there. When she saw them, she walked quickly in their direction. Anakin hurried forward and swept her up in his arms twirling her around. Her laughter echoed through the corridor they stood in. "It's been too long, Ani." The apprentice nodded in agreement and then asked, "Are you all right? We were told there was another attempt last night." "There was, but Captain Typho and his men were prepared. I have them to thank that I still stand here today." She pulled back and looked behind the young man. Seeing Qui-Gon, she pulled away from Anakin to greet the Jedi Master. "It's good to see you, Master Jinn," she said while reaching out to shake his hand. "And you, Milady," he replied before releasing her and stepping aside to uncover his former padawan. When her eyes set their sights on him, Obi-Wan smiled charmingly if not somewhat nervously. He bowed. "Milady." Standing so she was learning more on one leg than the other, she placed her hands on her hips and began to tap her foot ever so lightly. "How many times, Master Jedi, do I have to ask you to call me Padme?" Obi-Wan smiled at the long-standing banter between them. "At least once more, Milady." She grinned and walking forward caught him a tight embrace. "I've missed you, Obi-Wan." "And I you, my friend." She quickly pulled back. "I didn't realize it took four years to get from Coruscant, or Tatooine for that matter, to Naboo. I was certain that the period of travel was shorter than that." Rolling his eyes, he released her and walked past his former mentor and his padawan and into the common area. A soft laugh escaped the Senator as she took Anakin's hand within her own and followed behind the Knight. X Dinner was casual; four friends sat around the small dining table within the common room catching up on the last four years. The Jedi had conveniently left out the areas involving Palpatine, but honestly confessed their whereabouts and their actions regarding everything else. While Anakin and Qui-Gon were cleaning up, Padme and Obi-Wan spoke about this and that and nothing at all. Although he wasn't by nature a chatterbox, she managed to somehow loosen the nuts and bolts that held him so perfectly together. When silence swooped down upon them, Padme broke it by asking, "How's Khloe?" Obi-Wan smiled fondly. "She's well." A long sigh was released. "We haven't been home in a couple of years. We speak as frequently as we can when we can, but duty usually seems to get in the way." Pulling her knees up to her chest, she wrapped her arms around them and laid her head upon her arms. "Do you regret your decision to return?" He was quiet for some time before finally shaking his head 'no'. She smiled. "And how is Jamiyan?" "Growing too quickly for my liking," his tone held the longing that he held deep within. She reached over the table and placed a hand over his. "I was sorry to hear about Siri. How are you doing?" "That was over two years ago, Padme." She didn't miss the sadness in his voice. "I know, but I haven't seen you in four; although, you and Anakin have been in my thoughts." "Thank you," he said, and he meant it. "How'd it happen?" "She was on a mission and her ship malfunctioned. Not even Garen or Anakin could have pulled it out of the dive it spiraled into." he wiped a hand over his tired features. "I just wish we had had more time." "She was one of a kind." He nodded his agreement and then changed the subject. "So, how long are you and my little brother going to dance around the issue before you admit how you feel about one another?" Caught completely off guard, her mouth hung open before she caught herself and attempted to replace her shock with her Senatorial façade: calm and in control. His smile was smug, knowing he had caught her unprepared. "He's too young for me, Kenobi." Uh oh, she resorted to using his last name. Pressing his luck, he replied, "Five years isn't that much of an age difference." "Why are you so suddenly interested in your brother's love life?" "Love? I never said anything about love, Senator. I was merely pointing out the fact that you two shamelessly flirt every time you're around one another." When she didn't answer, merely blushed, he continued, his voice more serious, "If you and Anakin have any feelings for each other at all, don't allow the chance to explore them to slip by. Life's too short," he finished in a whisper. She sat back and studied him a moment before changing the subject. "Your and Anakin's interactions have been tense. Are the two of you all right?" her voice held true concern. Obi-Wan was silent for some time, trying to figure out what he should say. Should he tell her the truth? She knew bits and pieces but not the entirety of all that had happened. Padme allowed him the time he needed to decide what he should reveal. "It's complicated," he said at last. "Is it something that can be rectified?" He gave her a sad smile. "Perhaps in time." X Anakin roamed the ship, his feet taking him nowhere in particular. It was another restless night; he had had trouble sleeping for the last few months and had taken to walking to keep himself occupied. He sighed; they were headed for another planet, the eighteenth one, if his memory was keeping count correctly. It was rare they received a mission they actually welcomed, but this trip to Naboo was as close as it came. The Council discovered how well they were doing in the field and began sending them more and more mission dockets that needed attention. They hadn’t been home for a decent lengths visit in over two years, since Siri died, nor had they been able to contact their loved ones in months, whether it’s because of their constantly being on the move or to the lack of equipment and technology depending on the planet. He yawned; he was tired to his core and yet his mind would not quiet enough to allow rest. The ship had been cycled down to mimic a sleep cycle. Padme had retired early while he and Qui-Gon turned in shortly after. He had no way of knowing when his mentor had finally succumbed to his fatigue. He had not spoken to his brother concerning this latest development; Obi-Wan had enough to deal with. Not only was he now the one to take the lead in negotiations, a role reversal that he had had to accommodate himself to, but Anakin’s own latest transgression of being caught in Palpatine’s company had caused a rift to develop between them. Obi-Wan was doing well in his new task, Qui-Gon had told them as much. Something they were both grateful to hear considering the elder Jedi was absolutely no help during missions, choosing instead to allow them to make their own mistakes and learn from them rather than steer them clear of the impending problems beforehand. Obi-Wan had not taken offense to his mentor's quiet observations; he was well acquainted with the older man's idiocies, and having spent many years under the other's tutelage he was able to read the Jedi Master quite clearly; thereby, avoiding the pitfalls that they may have otherwise fallen into. Anakin found a built-in sofa in the common area of the ship and sat down. Adjusting his position so he could lean against the arm of the couch, he propped his feet up and maneuvered himself until he found a comfortable spot. Once cozy, he allowed his mind to drift. The main cause for his sleepless nights came in the form of nightmares that began plaguing him two months prior. He hadn't said anything to Obi-Wan because he didn’t want to worry him, but he was beginning to wonder if they would somehow disappear if he shared his burden. He took a deep breath, releasing it in a rush. Leaning his head against the back of the couch, he closed his eyes and hoped that a peaceful sleep would claim him. Edit: I know I dropped a new name into this post, and the explanation as to who 'Jamiyan' is will come in the next post. According to Chapter 34, 'four years' have gone by. A lot can happen in that period of time. If something new is brought up, it will be explained. Please bear with me. Disclaimer: Reference made to 'Pirates of the Carribean' Curse of the Black Pearl. (William Turner & Elizabeth Swan discussion) -----signature----- Update 10/2/08- Chap. 40- Life Beyond the Code (Obi-Wan/Anakin) - http://boards.theforce.net/The_Saga/b10476/20820324 Update 11/12/08- Chap. 27 - Not Myself - (Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon/Oc's) - Before the Saga Update 9/3/08 - Part 6 - Strength to Begin Anew
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Valairy_Scot Title: PT Rewrite Winner Registered: Sep '05	Date Posted: 8/26/07 6:28pm Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 8-26-07 Chap 35
	Very nice...so who's Jamyan or more important, who's the mother? One guess. Obi-Wan abruptly stopped walking and lowered his head in thought. Closing his eyes briefly in realization, a huttenese curse quietly slipped from his lips. Qui-Gon turned at hearing the slip of tongue and without missing a beat fell back into his role of mentor. "Padawan, what have I told you about that kind of language?" Feeling somewhat cheeky, Obi-Wan responded, "Nothing actually. You've never reprimanded me for speaking a native language of Tatooine." "A minor detail." Obi-Wan raised an eyebrow, a smirk on his lips. Lowering his arms back to his sides, the large Jedi stepped forward until he was toe to toe with the younger man, "Any type of curse in any language is forbidden, do you understand?" Sobering his expression as best as he could, Obi-Wan bowed with respect and replied, "I apologize, Master. I just remembered something." There was so much nice stuff in ths chapter, that I could almost quote it back at you. But I won't. But it was all well done. -----signature----- http://boards.theforce.net/fan_fiction_resource/b10304/25405090/p3/?52 Prolific Author thread: list & links there. Muse fueled by coffee. Often AWOL despite frequent sipping. Writes on inspiration, not a schedule. Proud master of several padawans
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dianethx Registered: Mar '02	Date Posted: 8/26/07 6:40pm Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 8-26-07 Chap 35
	Anakin should learn that a burden shared is a burden halved. The main cause for his sleepless nights came in the form of nightmares that began plaguing him two months prior. He hadn't said anything to Obi-Wan because he didn’t want to worry him, but he was beginning to wonder if they would somehow disappear if he shared his burden. I liked the setup. I'm glad that Obi-Wan hasn't completely forgotten about Siri or Khloe for that matter. And did I miss something? Jamyan? Looking forward to more. -----signature----- Betrayal - http://boards.theforce.net/s/b1/10935143 updated 9/22/08 Fragments of Illusion- http://boards.theforce.net/bts/b10475/28456473 updated 11/20/08 jedidas3's Master At last - Hope for our country
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Laine_Snowtrekker Registered: Jul '03	Date Posted: 8/26/07 8:39pm Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 8-26-07 Chap 35
	Nice chapter. Thanks for the PM. Keep writing. -----signature----- Stealth and subtlety work well, but for making lasting impressions, a blaster does just fine. -Han Room full of gold and jewels, and Dr. Daniel Jackson finds the one book. -Cam Palso's #1 Fan JO: RS1, Admiral Fanfic link in bio (esp. 08 Diary Challenge)
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Gkilkenny Registered: Mar '04	Date Posted: 8/27/07 3:29am Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 8-26-07 Chap 35
	Jedi need to release their burdens, so come-on Anakin tell Obi-Wan what troubles you. And who is Jamyan? Lovely post waiting for more. -----signature----- Padawan to p_stotts Peace over anger - honour over hate - Strength over fear. Links to Stories in my Bio. Obi-Wan forever.
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WANNA-BE-JEDI-KNIGHT Title: Activities Coordinator, Maryland FanForce Registered: Feb '06	Date Posted: 8/30/07 3:50pm Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 8-26-07 Chap 35
	So is Obi-Wan playing matchmaker now? I hope so. -----signature----- "As you enter this life, I pray you depart with a wrinkled face and a brand new heart." -- U2 "You are in my very soul, tormenting me." -- Anakin
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ratna Registered: Mar '07	Date Posted: 9/2/07 12:11am Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 8-26-07 Chap 35
	Well, I've finally caught up. Love the concept: Life beyond the Code. Superbly strong initial chapters with Obi and Ani on their own while Qui-Gon was "on ice". You've also done very well showing some of the pitfalls of thinking and acting outside the box, including love triangles and role confusion. Yet, everyone has soldiered on, just like real life. I felt very sad about Siri's death. I know it's canon-ish, but I was sorry that she didn't have the chance to work things out with Obi-Wan, one way or another. I guess they'll have to save that for next life... Very interesting twist that the A/P romance is taking back seat to Ani's mission to expose Palpatine. I like that. Will watch this career with great interest. -ratna -----signature----- Ou n'a tu pas tellement aime quelqu'un que tu avais peur de l'aimer au peur des souvenirs?
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bek Registered: Jul '05	Date Posted: 9/6/07 1:09pm Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 8-26-07 Chap 35 - Date Edited: 1/2 5:52pm (4 edits total) Edited By: bek
	Valairy_Scot Very nice...so who's Jamiyan or more important, who's the mother? One guess. Explanation coming right up! But it was all well done. Thank you! dianethx Anakin should learn that a burden shared is a burden halved. He's about to unload. I'm glad that Obi-Wan hasn't completely forgotten about Siri or Khloe for that matter. And did I miss something? Jamiyan? No, you didn't miss anything. As of Chapter 34, four years have passed. A lot has happened. Anything new that is mentioned will be explained. Laine_Snowtrekker Nice chapter. Thanks for the PM. Keep writing. Thanks! Gkilkenny Jedi need to release their burdens, so come-on Anakin tell Obi-Wan what troubles you. He's about to. He just needed someone to prod him along. And who is Jamiyan? Explanation below. WANNA-BE-JEDI-KNIGHT So is Obi-Wan playing matchmaker now? Sort of...he was mainly trying to take the focus off himself. ratna Well, I've finally caught up. Love the concept: Life beyond the Code. Superbly strong initial chapters with Obi and Ani on their own while Qui-Gon was "on ice". You've also done very well showing some of the pitfalls of thinking and acting outside the box, including love triangles and role confusion. Yet, everyone has soldiered on, just like real life. Thanks! I'm glad you've enjoyed it so far. I hope it continues to hold your interest. I felt very sad about Siri's death. I know it's canon-ish, but I was sorry that she didn't have the chance to work things out with Obi-Wan, one way or another. I guess they'll have to save that for next life... Actually, they did work things out and did have some time together. Very interesting twist that the A/P romance is taking back seat to Ani's mission to expose Palpatine. I like that. Will watch this career with great interest. Anakin isn't as pushy in this AU when it comes to a possible relationship with Padme. He puts duty to his family first and foremost. Everything else, including the Jedi and Padme, must wait their turn. Author's Note: This chapter didn't turn out exactly as I had hoped, but it did provide the transition the story needed, so I guess that's good. I hope you all enjoy it. Chapter 36 He lay staring at the ceiling, having lost count of the nights he'd spent in this exact position. Sleep came and went, but mostly just went. It had become an apparition, something he just couldn't seem to capture when he needed it most. He had finished their last report and sent it to the Council for review. A few days from now they would receive a call asking for a verbal representation of what had occurred on their last assignment, not having been able to give it before accepting their current mission. He had become more confident in his abilities, his skills in these last years, having put them into practice in viable situations that were not possible while isolated on Tatooine. He was also beginning to notice that his training was once again coming to the foreground. He often caught himself saying something or doing things that he had not said or done in many years. He found himself thinking things that he had pushed away long ago. The Jedi side was reemerging, but so was a side that he had thought buried and long overcome. He rubbed a hand over tired features to clear his thoughts and sat up. He stared at the floor beneath his feet. Everything seemed to have flawlessly come together since their missions began four and a half years ago. He and Anakin had reported to the Temple before heading out on their first assignment. He and Siri had crossed paths four months later. After much discussion and much time spent in one another's company, they, or rather she, had come to the conclusion that a relationship was possible after all. There had been so much joy in the eighteen months they had shared: a private marriage ceremony – not necessarily sanctioned by the Jedi Council – included only those closest to them, and eleven months later, the birth of their daughter. "One more push." "One more?!" Siri asked in disbelief. "You said that the last three times!” Her jaw tightened, her eyes closing as another contraction swept through her abdomen. The physician calmly smiled. "You're right, I did. And if you push really hard this time, it might be the last." Siri's blue eyes flashed dangerously at the doctor. "Is that supposed to be some kind of Nubian humor?" Obi-Wan stood beside her stroking her hair and whispering soothing words to keep his wife from further lashing out at the healer. "Push, please." The doctor's words brought her back to the task at hand. Baring down, she moaned in pain as the head crowned. The doctor grinned while encouraging her to keep going. When the head was free, the healer quickly took hold of a tool on the tray next to him and began suctioning the mucous from the baby's throat and nose. Siri leaned back against her husband for a momentary breather. When another contraction hit her, she bore down a final time and the infant’s shoulders slipped free. The body readily followed; the newborn slipped into the doctor's hands. Smiling broadly, he motioned for the father to step forward, handing him the scissors and pointing to the location where the umbilical chord should be cut. Obi-Wan gazed at his tiny daughter, his eyes glistening with joy. He cut where the physician indicated and then watched as the healer gave the baby to the nurses waiting nearby. Moving back to where Siri was resting, he took hold of her hand. She turned her head toward him and smiled. "Boy or girl?" He took his free hand and brushed her hair back. "A girl," he answered while placing a kiss on her forehead. "Jamiyan," she whispered. "Jamiyan Tachi Kenobi," he corrected. When the doctor finished taking care of the after effects of the mother and settling her as comfortably as he could, the nurse brought the tiny bundle over to her parents. Placing the baby in her mother's arms, Siri looked upon her daughter for the first time. "She has your eyes," she said, her joy filtering through her words. "And your smile," he added. Taking a deep breath, he tried to clear his thoughts only to be caught up in another memory. He could still hear her voice as she lay dying in his arms. She had requested two things: their child would not grow up in the Temple, but on the planet where her father had been allowed to break free of the Code they had both been raised to live by. And she made him promise to find the happiness that they had shared in their short time together. "SIRI!" Obi-Wan ran toward the flames, jumping over debris while choking on the smoke that blew his way. She had been flying patrol with Garen because there had been threats of attacks from overhead during the timeframe of when negotiations were to be held. He reached out to her when he felt her panic. She regained control of her emotions when she felt his touch. Knowing that she was not going to survive, she sent everything she felt along with a final goodbye through their bond. He was on his feet and out the door before anyone understood what was happening. Anakin raced out behind him, sliding to a stop when he almost collided with his mentor's back. A Jedi fighter was plunging head first toward the ground; it's engines screaming in protest as they sputtered and caught fire. The cockpit was fogged, the electronics beeped furiously. Having seen all he needed to, Obi-Wan took off running toward the site it was headed. Anakin kept an eye on the ships while also keeping pace with his mentor. "Siri, pull up!" "I can't! Don't you think I would if it were possible?!" "Then EJECT!" Garen screamed. "The panel’s blown, Gare. It's not responding!" "Then cut your way out!" "There's no portable parachute, Muln. Where am I supposed to go once I’m out?" Garen briefly lowered his head; he knew she was right. He couldn't get under her because of the condition of the other ship. He had tried but his fighter bucked and his engines threatened to die due to the lack of oxygen the other ship was currently stealing from the atmosphere around it. Having pulled up and away, the fighter stabilized though with difficulty. Siri fought the controls trying to level the ship instead of diving nose first into the ground below. She pulled back on the handle as hard as she could, utilizing the force to create a bubble beneath the fighter. The transport slowly began to level out. "Look, she's got its level!" Anakin yelled. Obi-Wan didn't answer. He jumped into the first vehicle he found and waiting only a second for Anakin to clear the side of the transport, he flew off in the direction of the wreckage. "Take care of them for me, Garen. I’m counting on you to keep him in line." Garen wiped at the moisture that slipped from his eyes. "I promise." He cleared his throat before adding, "You've always been a good friend." "Don't get all mushy on me, Muln." Her voice held a note of sarcastic sadness. Before he could respond, the radio crackled and there was silence. "SIRI!" Obi-Wan cleared the wreckage and made it to the transport. Using his lightsaber, he cut through the plastiglass that served as the ceiling for the cockpit. Siri's eyes were closed but when he felt for a pulse, it was weak, but there. Garen landed a few yards away. Jumping down, he ran toward the ship, arriving just as Anakin did. They helped Obi-Wan lift her from the ship and carry her away from the debris and ruin. Laying her down on the grass, free from smoke, fire, and ship fragments, Anakin pulled out his comlink and called for Master Qui-Gon. He breathed a sigh of relief when the Jedi Master told him he would arrive shortly with healers in tow. Siri opened her eyes when she felt herself being lifted; her gaze was clouded but focused. When she saw the figure hunched over her, she reached up and touched her husband's cheek. Obi-Wan smiled as much as he could through his tears; he knew, but his heart was in denial. "You'll be all right!" She shook her head as much as she could without feeling pain. "No, love. Not this time." Obi-Wan shook his head again. "No." It was rare for Siri to use such a term of endearment, especially in front of others. Everything inside him fought the truth of what he saw in her eyes, but the fact that she had used such an expression tore through his veil of denial. Anakin stood behind his master, his throat working against the knot that had lodged in it while Garen sat next to them. He hadn’t been accepting of their union at first. His loyalty had been invested in the friendship he had built with Khloe, but over the years Siri’s winning personality had won him over. She had been a confidant, an older sister of sorts. He watched as his brother struggled with the knowledge of what was happening. When he stepped closer and knelt down near Obi-Wan’s shoulder, a pair of blue eyes caught his attention. Siri smiled at him, her gaze telling him everything he needed to know. He nodded in acquiesce. “I will,” he quietly told her. "Promise me," she began, redirecting her gaze to that of her husband. "Promise that Jamiyan will grow up on Tatooine." Obi-Wan looked at her in confusion. "I want her to grow up without the boundaries of the code. I want her to have the choice to make her life what she wants it to be." He nodded his understanding, indicating that he would respect her wish. "I promise." Siri closed her eyes tightly as pain ravaged her body. Obi-Wan held her closer trying to disperse as much of her unease as he could into the force. She laughed softly, but then regretted it when her injuries protested. "After giving birth, this is a piece of cake." Against their will, the three men chuckled. "Obi-Wan," he leaned in closer. "Promise me that you'll find happiness." He jerked back as if he'd been slapped. Seeing his reaction, she reached for his hand. "Be happy." She stated more firmly. When her body abruptly convulsed, Garen firmly placed his hands on her legs to keep her from injuring herself further while Obi-Wan held her head and shoulders against his chest. When the spasms ceased, and she regained a semblance of clarity, she looked into storming eyes waiting for an answer. "Promise me." "If I give you the answer you want, you'll leave me," he choked out. Her voice was but a hoarse whisper, "I have to leave regardless, but knowing that you'll find the happiness that we have shared will make it more bearable." Anakin watched three vehicles pull up a short distance away. Qui-Gon exited the transport and the young padawan became abruptly aware of how glad he was to see the elder Jedi. Coming to a halt, the healers kneeled down around the Knights and Padawan. Having assessed the young woman’s condition, the older of the two looked up at Qui-Gon and shook his head. Qui-Gon's eyes closed in anguish. When he opened them, he watched Siri ease her husband into the words she needed to hear. His heart ached for his former padawan, for soon there would be no comfort to take away the young man's pain. Reluctantly, Obi-Wan agreed to his wife's demand. "I promise." "I'm not afraid. I'll always be with you. Tell Jamiyan how much I love her," her voice cracked as she tried to hold back her tears. "Tell her that her mother loved her." He hurriedly assured her. "She'll grow up knowing you as if you were here." The monitor the physician had placed on the young woman began to protest when the beat beneath it fluttered erratically. Taking her from her husbands embrace, the doctors quickly lifted her onto the gurney and into the transport. Having arrived at the hospital some hours before, Qui-Gon, Anakin, and Garen each grieved in their own way when they heard the wail of a young man who had just lost his wife. Oriented with the change of position, Obi-Wan stood and reached for his cloak. It had been a month after her death that Qui-Gon and Anakin has whisked him off to Tatooine. He had spent much of his time in solitude: meditating and grieving. Qui-Gon and Shmi had readily accepted responsibility for Jamiyan's care and well being during her father's absence. It wasn't until Khloe stopped by three months after their arrival that he dared to venture from his self-inflicted exile. Having met the child upon her arrival, Khloe took to Jamiyan immediately and from the infant's perspective, the feeling was mutual. Obi-Wan ventured down the hall upon hearing his little girl giggle with delight as well as feeling her unconscious tug at the bond they shared. He stopped by the common room entrance and leaned against the wall, watching his friend and daughter play. The first genuine smile, since four months prior graced his lips. It wasn't until Khloe looked up and found him watching that she finally understood the pain that he was in. His eyes, which had always been an open window to her, showed the heartache that held him captive. Adjusting the cloak he held in preparation to put it on, he took a deep breath and released the memories that had unexpectedly crept up on him. Sliding his arms into the oversized sleeves and pulling it around him, he exited his quarters. A chill snaked down his spine, causing him to fold his arms across his chest to keep the cloak closed. He thought back to Naboo all those years ago when Anakin first came into their lives; he now understood why the boy had felt as if a cold chill had permanently wedged itself inside him. Tatooine was a far cry from the icy depths of space. When he reached the kitchen area, he went through the motions of brewing tea. He needed the warmth more than anything and smiled when the heating unit flared to life. Once the kettle was filled with water, he placed it on the burner and backed away. Reluctantly he turned away from the heat he could feel radiating from the unit and turned to find a pair of eyes watching him from the shadows of the common area. Upon closer inspection, the corner of his lips lifted briefly and he moved closer to the figure resting on the couch. Motioning for the teen to shift his legs out of the way, he sat down and turned toward the younger man. Shifting to find a comfortable position, he rested an elbow on the back of the sofa and leaned his head against a fisted hand. "You're up late; you should be sleeping." Anakin closed his eyes momentarily before replying, "You should take your own advice." Obi-Wan sighed, "Perhaps, but I am the master here — " "Not unless we're on a mission and right now we're in between which makes you my brother," Anakin interrupted, his tone bored as if they'd had this discussion one too many times before. "Older, if I'm not mistaken so I still out rank you." "Only in your feeble mind." Obi-Wan chuckled softly, and then, "Why are you up?" Anakin looked away; he was confused by this sudden interest after the events that took place only a few days prior. Regaining eye contact, he decided to test the shaky ground on which they had been treading. "We've been out here for too long; the last time we were actually able to return to Tatooine for a decent length visit was two years ago. I want to go home," his tone was soft and quiet. Obi-Wan released a deep breath, "I know. I miss them too." Anakin shook his head and sat up, tucking his legs beneath him. "It doesn't appear that way. You thrive on this," he gestured around the ship. "I've watched you. Here, you're in your element, not Tatooine." "It is my home the same as it is yours, Anakin. I admit that being back in action has brought about some changes — " "It's not just that, Obi-Wan, you're becoming one of them!" Obi-Wan's features were indignant, "When did it become us and them? When did there become a difference?" "When I spoke of my feelings for Padme and you told me to be mindful of my thoughts. That is something you never would have said before." "Anakin, we were in the middle of negotiations and our minds needed to be clear for the next day's meetings." Not wanting to argue, the young man leaned against the back of the couch in a subdued position while still allowing him to face his mentor. "You're right. My mind was on other things; I should have been more — " "Don't do that." Anakin raised his head and with his best innocent expression he asked, "Don't do what?" "You agreed with me too quickly, little brother. Don't placate me with things you think I want to hear. And don't think that I don't miss our family; I have a great deal invested in Tatooine. Now, tell me what's really on your mind, there's something else." Silence followed the rebuke until finally, Anakin spoke, “How long are we going to act as if nothing's wrong? Either you’re not speaking to me or we’re pretending that everything is normal. I know you’re still angry with me but you and Master Qui-Gon are all I have to anchor me right now; I need to know that you'll both be there for me." Taking in everything the padawan had said, Obi-Wan took a moment to gather his thoughts. He could admit to himself that he was still angry with the situation. He had tried to keep his padawan away from Palpatine’s influence but failed in his attempt. He didn’t know how deep Anakin had gotten himself, but wanted to nonetheless pull him out before he became too engrossed in half truths and false promises. He knew that he had been rather detached these last few days, needing to think on all that had transpired: with the newfound knowledge that Anakin had willingly gone to Palpatine, seeking the same instruction that Obi-Wan himself had been lured into receiving. He didn’t want to be angry with his brother; force knew that he was working to release it. But the lines seemed to blur as of late. When the two brothers conversed, there was now the shadow of underlying tension and suspicion, something Obi-Wan didn’t want to taint their relationship. Anakin had asked him to trust him, but could he do so wholeheartedly? Or would he now always suspect some motive behind his brother’s actions? Anakin fidgeted next to his mentor, waiting for him to respond to his earlier thoughts. Deciding to meet Obi-Wan half-way, since the elder was apparently trying to bridge the gap, Anakin explained why he was awake. “I haven't had a full nights sleep in weeks." Anakin’s eyes hesitantly met those of his master. "I keep having these dreams and each one is worse, with more detail, than the last." Pulled from his thoughts, Obi-Wan listened before prodding his padawan to continue. "Tell me." "They’re filled with pain…suffering…,” the padawan swallowed hard, “death." Not liking the anguish in Anakin’s voice upon saying those words, Obi-Wan dreadfully asked, "Whose?" Anakin withdrew into himself as an image came to his minds eye. He didn't want to speak the word; maybe if he didn't speak it, maybe it wouldn't be true. Feeling his hesitation, Obi-Wan leaned over and placed a hand on his brother’s arm, "Who are the dreams about?" Looking up, Anakin softly uttered the word, "Mom." A soft gasp escaped Obi-Wan before his could stop it. "What do you mean?" he demanded. Noticing that his brother's demeanor had slightly darkened, Anakin's brow creased and he nervously answered, "I don't understand the how or the why, but I know it's her. She cries out for help, but I'm always too late. When I reach her, she's gone." "And where am I?" The question was spoken softly. "I don't know." Tension hung in the air around them, the two of them silently trying to make sense of what had just been spoken. "Maybe we should ask Qui-Gon for his opinion." Obi-Wan shook his head negatively. "No. He'll say they're just dreams and that they'll pass in time. Besides, I trust your instincts.” Surprised by the latter words, Anakin momentarily allowed hope to show in his eyes. When Obi-Wan smiled in reassurance, Anakin replied to the feeling he had gotten from his brother’s earlier response, "You've been in a similar situation before." Obi-Wan didn't answer for several minutes and when he did, he didn't acknowledge Anakin's statement, "When did they start?" Allowing the subject to be dropped, for now, Anakin answered, "Two months ago." "And how were they when they began?" "They were fragments at first, a picture or two at most, but now they're like snippets of a holo drama that's being previewed." Without another word Obi-Wan stood and walked from the room, Anakin close on his heels. "Where are we going?" "To turn the ship around." He looked backed over his shoulder before entering the cockpit. "We're going home." Anakin's smile was one of relief and joy. Upon entering the control room, he jumped into the co-pilot's seat while Obi-Wan took the controls and eased them out of hyperspace, a process that took some time. -----signature----- Update 10/2/08- Chap. 40- Life Beyond the Code (Obi-Wan/Anakin) - http://boards.theforce.net/The_Saga/b10476/20820324 Update 11/12/08- Chap. 27 - Not Myself - (Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon/Oc's) - Before the Saga Update 9/3/08 - Part 6 - Strength to Begin Anew
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Tatooine_Ghost Registered: Jul '06	Date Posted: 9/6/07 1:35pm Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 9-6-07 Chap 36
	loved it. can not wait for the next chapter. -----signature----- Where were you when the world stoped turning that one September Day? WJFC means never having to say you're sorry. Senator of the Old Jedi Order Fan Club
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Valairy_Scot Title: PT Rewrite Winner Registered: Sep '05	Date Posted: 9/6/07 3:26pm Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 9-6-07 Chap 36
	Obi-Wan smiled as much as he could through his tears; he knew, but his heart was in denial. "You'll be all right!" She shook her head as much as she could without feeling pain, "No, love. Not this time." Obi-Wan shook his head again. "No." It was rare for Siri to use such a term of endearment. Everything inside him fought the truth of what he saw in her eyes, but the fact that she had used such an expression tore through his veil of denial. Anakin stood behind his master, his throat working against the knot that had lodged in it while Garen sat next to them. He hadn’t been accepting of their union, at first. His loyalty had been invested in the friendship he had built with Khloe, but over the years Siri’s winning personality had won him over. She had been a confidant, an older sister of sorts. He watched as his brother struggled with the knowledge of what was happening. When he stepped closer and knelt down near Obi-Wan’s shoulder, a pair of blue eyes caught his attention. Siri smiled at him, her gaze telling him everything he needed to know. He nodded in acquiesce. “I will,” he quietly told her. "Promise me," she began, redirecting her gaze to that of her husband, "Promise that Jamyan will grow up on Tatooine." Obi-Wan looked at her in confusion. "I want her to grow up without the boundaries of the code. I want her to have the choice to make her life what she wants it to be." He nodded his understanding, indicating that he would respect her wish. "I promise." I rather suspected it was Siri and Obi-Wan's child! Why do I suspect the child will find a second mother shortly? You ripped my heart out with Siri's death scene - beautifully done. -----signature----- http://boards.theforce.net/fan_fiction_resource/b10304/25405090/p3/?52 Prolific Author thread: list & links there. Muse fueled by coffee. Often AWOL despite frequent sipping. Writes on inspiration, not a schedule. Proud master of several padawans
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Gkilkenny Registered: Mar '04	Date Posted: 9/6/07 10:12pm Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 9-6-07 Chap 36
	Brilliant post Having arrived at the hospital some hours before, Qui-Gon, Anakin, and Garen each grieved in their own way when they heard the wail of a young man who had just lost his wife. Oh so sad but at least he has a little daughter. "Who are the dreams about?" Looking up, Anakin softly uttered the word, "Mom." A soft gasp escaped Obi-Wan before his could stop it, "What do you mean?" he demanded. Noticing that his brother's demeanor had slightly darkened, Anakin's brow creased and he nervously answered, "I don't understand the how or the why, but I know it's her. She cries out for help, but I'm always too late. When I reach her, she's gone." "And where am I?" The question was spoken softly. "I don't know." Thank the force Anakin is telling Obi about his dream Without another word Obi-Wan stood and walked from the room, Anakin close on his heels. "Where are we going?" "To turn the ship around." He looked backed over his shoulder before entering the cockpit, "We're going home." Way to go ! I hope they find her before anything bad happens we cannot have two loved ones dying. -----signature----- Padawan to p_stotts Peace over anger - honour over hate - Strength over fear. Links to Stories in my Bio. Obi-Wan forever.
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dianethx Registered: Mar '02	Date Posted: 9/7/07 9:18am Subject: RE: Life Beyond the Code (AU - Post TPM: Obi-Wan/Anakin) Update 9-6-07 Chap 36
	I'm so glad that Obi is willing to go back to Tatooine because of Anakin's dreams. They are more like brothers than anything else. Anakin withdrew into himself as an image came to his minds eye. He didn't want to speak the word; maybe if he didn't speak it, maybe it wouldn't be true. Feeling his hesitation, Obi-Wan leaned over and placed a hand on his brother’s arm, "Who are the dreams about?" Looking up, Anakin softly uttered the word, "Mom." Great job. -----signature----- Betrayal - http://boards.theforce.net/s/b1/10935143 updated 9/22/08 Fragments of Illusion- http://boards.theforce.net/bts/b10475/28456473 updated 11/20/08 jedidas3's Master At last - Hope for our country
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