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Takianna Registered: Apr '05	Date Posted: 1/20 1:05pm Subject: RE: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 1/14/09)
	Thanks to everyone for the compliments. This is really a soul searching piece for me. Keeping reading! -----signature----- http://boards.theforce.net/the_saga/b10476/29819847/p1 *** "I'll only spend mine on fast speeders, slow women, and overpriced candy." Mereel Love Republic Twinkies
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Takianna Registered: Apr '05	Date Posted: 2/1 1:27pm Subject: RE: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 1/14/09)
	Entry 3 My three other team members, my brothers, have now been killed. I find myself lost without them. Seb, who I will miss most, was the best. He knew when I was feeling worried about a planet fall or mission. He knew just what to say to kick my butt into gear. Now I don't know what I will do. It seems I'm loosely associated with another group now, but can't find a place. They have known each other since birth (or whatever it was) and that is something which is really hard to enter into. I just don't always feel as though I belong with them. They have different slang for different things. It's a team thing. You start to call things by the same names when you are thrown into battle and fire together. I'm just not at ease in their presence. Hopefully in the next few days I will be reassigned, possibly to forward command. It would be a nice assignment, although I would miss the fight. Forward command is usually where those of us who no longer have a team go. Once we've been in forward command for a couple of months, a new team is formed and we once again go back to the fight. I'm nervous. -----signature----- http://boards.theforce.net/the_saga/b10476/29819847/p1 *** "I'll only spend mine on fast speeders, slow women, and overpriced candy." Mereel Love Republic Twinkies
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VaderLVR64 Title: Manager Emeritus Registered: Feb '04	Date Posted: 2/3 6:37am Subject: RE: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 2/02/09)
	That's got to be very hard, to feel so alone after being such a part of a group! -----signature----- R.I.P John, Alex, Jason, and Christian Never forgotten Soldiers' Angels http://soldiersangels.org/ 2114 soldiers waiting for someone to care
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MsLanna Title: CR GSFF Central = Offizieller Burger Brater Registered: Jul '05	Date Posted: 2/5 2:47am Subject: RE: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 2/02/09)
	It's hard to first lose you family and then be expected to simply integrate into another. Give adapting some time... I am not sure I like the idea of forward command, it sounds dangerous. But if it's a way to get a team you feel comfortable with - go for it. No need to be nervous. -----signature----- I give up. Fett is great. "What would you have me do?" "Endure." Cuyir adate jate, bal droten ori'dush Proud Master and buir'ika of Commander_Ducky. My New Title: Lords and Ladies of the Empire
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Takianna Registered: Apr '05	Date Posted: 2/15 2:23pm Subject: RE: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 2/02/09)
	Entry 4 I've been at forward command for almost four weeks now. There is another team which I will be joining today. They seem to be a pretty good group of guys. I'm not so sure about them though. I'm human, so I feel the same things everyone else does. It's hard to explain. E'Chin is the natural leader. He really knows his stuff and how to keep the team together. I'm sure I will grow to love them as I did my old brothers. I still miss Seb. He would know how to make me feel better, if only he was here. -----signature----- http://boards.theforce.net/the_saga/b10476/29819847/p1 *** "I'll only spend mine on fast speeders, slow women, and overpriced candy." Mereel Love Republic Twinkies
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jazjediundercover Registered: Oct '08	Date Posted: 2/15 9:55pm Subject: RE: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 2/15/09)
	Poor guy... I can't imagine what its like to lose all your 'family' -----signature----- Check out my diary! http://boards.theforce.net/the_saga/b10476/29650142/p1
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Corellian_Ale Registered: Mar '08	Date Posted: 2/17 10:07am Subject: RE: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 2/15/09)
	I hope this guy gets past his missing Seb before he ends up distracting himself... -----signature----- "An elegant weapon for more civilized times, eh?" "Well, guess what, times have changed." - "Boss"; RC-1138 Shades of Gray II - Acts of Contrition: http://boards.theforce.net/b/b1/30043243
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CPL_Macja Registered: Nov '08	Date Posted: 2/17 8:37pm Subject: RE: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 2/15/09)
	It's really hard to get over a missing battle buddy. Especially when they are perminantly missing like Seb. Believe me, I know. -----signature----- Josch Decinchi - Padawan of BultarSwan (GoL) Padawan of KELIA (Creche) \| NJO/LotFFC- Golden Wraith 15 XWFC - Rogue 3 \| Xander Illiam - Shadow Squadron GM: For the Honor of Greyskull - 13th EUC SFD "Look at the size of that thing!" - Wedge Antilles
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MsLanna Title: CR GSFF Central = Offizieller Burger Brater Registered: Jul '05	Date Posted: 2/19 12:58am Subject: RE: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 2/15/09)
	I hope he really feels at home with the new guys. It must be terrible to be stuck with people you don't really like for ever, and stuck so close, too. -----signature----- I give up. Fett is great. "What would you have me do?" "Endure." Cuyir adate jate, bal droten ori'dush Proud Master and buir'ika of Commander_Ducky. My New Title: Lords and Ladies of the Empire
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Takianna Registered: Apr '05	Date Posted: 2/19 6:15am Subject: RE: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 2/15/09)
	CPL_Macja posted: It's really hard to get over a missing battle buddy. Especially when they are perminantly missing like Seb. Believe me, I know. I appreciate this since I see you probably are someone who knows. I was going for the missing feeling. Thanks for posting this. Makes me feel like I'm getting my point across. -----signature----- http://boards.theforce.net/the_saga/b10476/29819847/p1 *** "I'll only spend mine on fast speeders, slow women, and overpriced candy." Mereel Love Republic Twinkies
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CPL_Macja Registered: Nov '08	Date Posted: 2/23 1:29pm Subject: RE: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 2/15/09)
	Takianna posted: CPL_Macja posted: It's really hard to get over a missing battle buddy. Especially when they are perminantly missing like Seb. Believe me, I know. I appreciate this since I see you probably are someone who knows. I was going for the missing feeling. Thanks for posting this. Makes me feel like I'm getting my point across. Believe me Takianna, everything that you have written so far is right on point. And, yes, I am someone who knows the feeling. My unit lost 2 the last time they were in the Sand box. -----signature----- Josch Decinchi - Padawan of BultarSwan (GoL) Padawan of KELIA (Creche) \| NJO/LotFFC- Golden Wraith 15 XWFC - Rogue 3 \| Xander Illiam - Shadow Squadron GM: For the Honor of Greyskull - 13th EUC SFD "Look at the size of that thing!" - Wedge Antilles
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VaderLVR64 Title: Manager Emeritus Registered: Feb '04	Date Posted: 2/23 1:36pm Subject: RE: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 2/15/09)
	Another superb update! -----signature----- R.I.P John, Alex, Jason, and Christian Never forgotten Soldiers' Angels http://soldiersangels.org/ 2114 soldiers waiting for someone to care
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Takianna Registered: Apr '05	Date Posted: 2/24 5:21am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 2/15/09)
	CPL_Macja posted: Takianna posted: CPL_Macja posted: It's really hard to get over a missing battle buddy. Especially when they are perminantly missing like Seb. Believe me, I know. I appreciate this since I see you probably are someone who knows. I was going for the missing feeling. Thanks for posting this. Makes me feel like I'm getting my point across. Believe me Takianna, everything that you have written so far is right on point. And, yes, I am someone who knows the feeling. My unit lost 2 the last time they were in the Sand box. Thank you. It humbles me greatly. Thank you for doing what you have done to make sure I can continue to write my opinions and stories. -----signature----- http://boards.theforce.net/the_saga/b10476/29819847/p1 *** "I'll only spend mine on fast speeders, slow women, and overpriced candy." Mereel Love Republic Twinkies
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Takianna Registered: Apr '05	Date Posted: 3/1 12:44pm Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 2/15/09)
	Entry 5 My new team has been deployed. We did one of the most nerve racking high altitude jumps I've ever done. I have done several before, but this started to get hairy as we entered the tree canopy. I was sure I was going to get tangled up upon insertion, but luckily I kicked away before the tree was able to get me. E'Chin almost broke his leg on the landing, but after a few shots of pain reliever from his personal med-kit, he was back to normal. Good thing. We are not alone here. There are several 1,000 troops who were inserted in the same way. Currently we are awaiting the vehicles to be dropped so we can begin our assault on a listening post for the Seps. I can hear the clankers at night moving around. They aren't far from here, well according to intel. It's almost scary sometimes to hear the mechanical hummings coming from just out of sight. I would be scared, but I've seen enough clankers shredded by laser fire to know they don't stand a chance against the GAR. Now to get some sleep. I will be working hard tomorrow morning. -----signature----- http://boards.theforce.net/the_saga/b10476/29819847/p1 *** "I'll only spend mine on fast speeders, slow women, and overpriced candy." Mereel Love Republic Twinkies
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Corellian_Ale Registered: Mar '08	Date Posted: 3/1 1:20pm Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 3/01/09)
	I can hear the clankers at night moving around. They aren't far from here, well according to intel. It's almost scary sometimes to hear the mechanical hummings coming from just out of sight. Sweet update! -----signature----- "An elegant weapon for more civilized times, eh?" "Well, guess what, times have changed." - "Boss"; RC-1138 Shades of Gray II - Acts of Contrition: http://boards.theforce.net/b/b1/30043243
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