Author Topic: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 11/04/09)
Takianna  793 posts
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Date Posted: 4/23 6:27am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 4/17/09)
Corellian_Ale posted:
Wow! *bows at te insight*

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Thanks for reading. I don't know that I've been called insightful, but I like it!

 

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Takianna  793 posts
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Date Posted: 4/23 6:28am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 4/17/09)
mujapple-juicey posted:
DEEP!!!!!!!!
SUPERB!!!!!!!!


Thank you! Hope you keep reading!

 

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Takianna  793 posts
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Date Posted: 4/23 6:29am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 4/17/09)
AzureAngel2 posted:
I fear he will his questions get answered in a way he does not like.


Maybe we shouldn't ask questions we don't want answered. Thanks for reading.

 

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Takianna  793 posts
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Date Posted: 4/23 6:30am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 4/17/09)
Zenni posted:
Kudos! This story is really making me think.
But whatever happened to the wonderful cure-all bacta? =D


I'm going on the premise that even bacta couldn't make your arms reattach. Maybe it wasn't as quite developed at this point. Thanks for reading!

 

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Date Posted: 4/23 6:31am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 4/17/09)
MsLanna posted:
I am not sure I want him to find out what happens to severely injured clones. *thinks of Fi* worried


Always thinking of Fi when I wrote this. I know it's question those guys asked themselves alot. Thanks for reading!

 

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Date Posted: 4/26 3:37pm Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 4/17/09)
I sometimes dream about clones I've seen taken away. Maybe the dreams are about me. We all have the same face. Where are they now?

You've really made them people. It's so good, I've read so many stories where they aren't. But they are, and they do have feelings. Great writing! applause

 

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Takianna  793 posts
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Date Posted: 4/28 5:12am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 4/17/09)
jazjediundercover posted:
I sometimes dream about clones I've seen taken away. Maybe the dreams are about me. We all have the same face. Where are they now?

You've really made them people. It's so good, I've read so many stories where they aren't. But they are, and they do have feelings. Great writing! applause


Thank you. I think some writers forget that they are actually cloned from a person and they have those human feelings. Thanks for reading!

 

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Date Posted: 5/4 7:26am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 4/17/09)
Entry 9

E'Chin is gone. He didn't die the battle death he had always said he wished for either. I was holding him. We were pulling away from a ground assault gone terribly wrong and he died there in the LAATI.

I removed his helmet to get a good look at him after he had gone. It was like staring into a mirror which wouldn't stare back. I've never gotten the creeps in that way before. I can't imagine what medics have to go through all the time.

E'Chin was shot straight on in the chest. His armor was a mass of blood, shattered plastoid and tissue. You couldn't tell which was which. I think I will carry the picture of him laying there dead to my grave. I'm sure it won't be long to carry it. So many people are killed around me daily, I just don't know when my time will come.

I saw my whole group from Kamino die, but it wasn't like this. I was there standing next to E'Chin and I saw the shot fired from a Super Battle Droid. I could have pushed him aside, stepped in front. I could've done something. I just stood there and watched him be killed.

Tonight I sat on the bunk I share with the now two other members of my group and sobbed. I know I shouldn't have. I know I should be stronger. I was trained for this, but something about today seems worse. I'm lost. Lost in a sea of me.

 

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Date Posted: 5/4 8:11am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 5/04/09)
Tonight I sat on the bunk I share with the now two other members of my group and sobbed. I know I shouldn't have. I know I should be stronger. I was trained for this, but something about today seems worse. I'm lost. Lost in a sea of me.

That text hit me very deep in the bones. Clones are beings with feelings, worries and a soul. I wish many in the New Republic would see it that way.

 

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Takianna  793 posts
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Date Posted: 5/4 8:20am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 5/04/09)
AzureAngel2 posted:
Tonight I sat on the bunk I share with the now two other members of my group and sobbed. I know I shouldn't have. I know I should be stronger. I was trained for this, but something about today seems worse. I'm lost. Lost in a sea of me.

That text hit me very deep in the bones. Clones are beings with feelings, worries and a soul. I wish many in the New Republic would see it that way.


They are not the machines that many people think they are and I think that is what is starting to attract me to the clones. They really are people who are just like us, but they can really use a weapon. Thanks for reading!

 

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jazjediundercover  106 posts
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Date Posted: 5/5 1:15am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 5/04/09)
I removed his helmet to get a good look at him after he had gone. It was like staring into a mirror which wouldn't stare back. I've never gotten the creeps in that way before. I can't imagine what medics have to go through all the time.

One clone would litrally blur into another for the field medics. Poor guy. You have to wonder how being a number affected them.

 

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Date Posted: 5/5 1:58am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 5/04/09)
Tonight I sat on the bunk I share with the now two other members of my group and sobbed. I know I shouldn't have. I know I should be stronger.

Gah! I so understand. But to cite somebody I really respect for his prowess in such matters: "If you don't crack sometimes, how do you know, how far you can go?"

Or maybe Madonna: "It takes more strength to cry, admit defeat"

Or maybe both. thinking
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I was trained for this, but something about today seems worse. I'm lost. Lost in a sea of me.
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Date Posted: 5/5 5:02am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 5/04/09)
jazjediundercover posted:
I removed his helmet to get a good look at him after he had gone. It was like staring into a mirror which wouldn't stare back. I've never gotten the creeps in that way before. I can't imagine what medics have to go through all the time.

One clone would litrally blur into another for the field medics. Poor guy. You have to wonder how being a number affected them.


No one wants to be a number, I agree. Thanks for reading.

 

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Date Posted: 5/5 5:04am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 5/04/09)
MsLanna posted:
Tonight I sat on the bunk I share with the now two other members of my group and sobbed. I know I shouldn't have. I know I should be stronger.

Gah! I so understand. But to cite somebody I really respect for his prowess in such matters: "If you don't crack sometimes, how do you know, how far you can go?"

Or maybe Madonna: "It takes more strength to cry, admit defeat"

Or maybe both. thinking
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I was trained for this, but something about today seems worse. I'm lost. Lost in a sea of me.
hugs


Tough to be lost! They are really pushing themselves so hard. I know that there are many who just couldn't take the emotional heat! Thanks for reading!

 

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Date Posted: 5/6 6:18am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 5/04/09)
Tonight I sat on the bunk I share with the now two other members of my group and sobbed. I know I shouldn't have. I know I should be stronger. I was trained for this, but something about today seems worse. I'm lost. Lost in a sea of me.

Very powerful writing! applause

 

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