Author Topic: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 11/04/09)
Takianna  793 posts
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Date Posted: 6/14 11:08am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 6/10/09)
Corellian_Ale posted:
Very goog update!

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Date Posted: 6/27 6:21am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 6/10/09)
doh! I missed several updates!

*re-reads whole thing in a tab*

BRAVO!!!!!!!

 

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Takianna  793 posts
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Date Posted: 7/2 8:40am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 6/10/09)
mujapple-juicey posted:
doh! I missed several updates!

*re-reads whole thing in a tab*

BRAVO!!!!!!!


Thanks! I'm glad you got all caught up!

 

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Takianna  793 posts
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Date Posted: 7/2 11:18am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 6/10/09)
Entry 13

I feel so alone. So alone, I can't imagine where these feelings are coming from. There are so many people around me, but still I feel as though I'm standing by myself inside of my armor shell.

E'Chin has been replaced, finally. Our new leader is Chaos. The name fits. He is one mess after another. Although he is a good leader, the boy can't stand up without falling down, most of the time. So I wonder the fate of our group.

I've been rebuilding my rifle. Trying to keep my mind from wandering into why I'm so lonely. There are so many things you do with your hands that your mind has no idea about. Rebuilding a rifle, for me, is second nature to sleeping. I don't really have to think about it, but it keeps me busy enough remembering which thing goes where so I don't dwell on my feelings.

Are clones supposed to have these feelings? I haven't asked anyone else. I do know that I'm human though and feelings are natural for most humans (not the jedi, I'm told).

 

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Date Posted: 7/2 5:28pm Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 7/02/09) - Date Edited: 7/2 5:29pm (1 edits total) Edited By: CT-770492A3
Chaos...
Don't let him hold any thermal dets... shock

Rebuilding a rifle, for me, is second nature to sleeping. I don't really have to think about it, but it keeps me busy enough remembering which thing goes where so I don't dwell on my feelings.

True in many cases. Though the activity is not always cleaning a rifle, of course.

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Takianna  793 posts
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Date Posted: 7/3 7:23am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 7/02/09)
CT-770492A3 posted:
Chaos...
Don't let him hold any thermal dets... shock

Rebuilding a rifle, for me, is second nature to sleeping. I don't really have to think about it, but it keeps me busy enough remembering which thing goes where so I don't dwell on my feelings.

True in many cases. Though the activity is not always cleaning a rifle, of course.

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Hee hee! I will make a note to keep them away from him. Thanks for reading.

 

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Date Posted: 7/4 7:52am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 7/02/09)
Are clones supposed to have these feelings? I haven't asked anyone else. I do know that I'm human though and feelings are natural for most humans (not the jedi, I'm told).

Loved it, especially this reflection on how the Jedi are viewed. sad

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Date Posted: 7/5 7:01am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 7/02/09)
Feelings make us human, a fact that the jedi order might have forgotten indeed and the rest of the humanoid universe thinks the clones do not possess.

But your clone here proves that this war traumatices him as much as anybody else.

Thanks for this great up-date. hugs

 

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Corellian_Ale  666 posts
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Date Posted: 7/5 11:25am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 7/02/09)
Our new leader is Chaos. The name fits. He is one mess after another. Although he is a good leader, the boy can't stand up without falling down, most of the time. So I wonder the fate of our group.


Alright, right off the bat, this guy make me nervous... worried


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Takianna  793 posts
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Date Posted: 7/9 7:31am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 7/02/09)
VaderLVR64 posted:
Are clones supposed to have these feelings? I haven't asked anyone else. I do know that I'm human though and feelings are natural for most humans (not the jedi, I'm told).

Loved it, especially this reflection on how the Jedi are viewed. sad

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Thank you! I think the jedi are more misunderstood than most people think.

 

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Date Posted: 7/9 7:32am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 7/02/09)
Corellian_Ale posted:
Our new leader is Chaos. The name fits. He is one mess after another. Although he is a good leader, the boy can't stand up without falling down, most of the time. So I wonder the fate of our group.


Alright, right off the bat, this guy make me nervous... worried


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Chaos makes many people nervous. Thanks for reading!

 

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Date Posted: 7/14 1:36pm Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 7/02/09)
Entry 14

Kriffing Jedi. They really have no idea what they are doing. They have no idea how to lead a group of highly trained troops. They are just feeling their way through the world and have no idea the pain and suffering we go through. I wish we could have our own generals and leave the jedi as sideline fighters.

Because of them, we are stuck here until some dumb hutt is rescued. They are posturing and trying to prove who knows more. The Seps could care less. Seems like a terrible trap to me. We are being set up. I don't know when we are going to get lucky enough to get out of this forsaken corner of the world.

I hear rumors everyday of new cloning facilities with new clones being readied to be delivered. I hope this whole thing is over before they can be delivered. The rumors are that they aren't as well trained as we are. The original batches are still better trained and don't have so many mental defects. Second generation clones usually don't fair very well. The Kaminoans knew that when they created us.

You get one bad clone in a group and he will start to sway the rest towards his crazy thoughts. I don't have time for this. They better come trained and ready to be blown up. It seems that is all we are good for now.

 

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Date Posted: 7/14 2:20pm Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 7/14/09)
I hear rumors everyday of new cloning facilities with new clones being readied to be delivered. I hope this whole thing is over before they can be delivered. The rumors are that they aren't as well trained as we are.

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Date Posted: 7/14 2:20pm Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 7/14/09)
Kriffing Jedi. They really have no idea what they are doing. They have no idea how to lead a group of highly trained troops. They are just feeling their way through the world and have no idea the pain and suffering we go through. I wish we could have our own generals and leave the jedi as sideline fighters.

Because of them, we are stuck here until some dumb hutt is rescued. They are posturing and trying to prove who knows more. The Seps could care less. Seems like a terrible trap to me. We are being set up. I don't know when we are going to get lucky enough to get out of this forsaken corner of the world.


My sentiments exactly. happy

This just keeps getting better somehow.
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Date Posted: 7/15 5:55am Subject: I Am - Diary of a Clonetrooper (Updated 7/14/09)
I hear rumors everyday of new cloning facilities with new clones being readied to be delivered. I hope this whole thing is over before they can be delivered. The rumors are that they aren't as well trained as we are. The original batches are still better trained and don't have so many mental defects. Second generation clones usually don't fair very well. The Kaminoans knew that when they created us.

Interesting...very interesting. applause

 

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