~darkness flows so dark the emperor shudders~

Discussion in 'Rocky Mount, NC' started by Kazuma_Kuahara, Jun 21, 2004.

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  1. Kazuma_Kuahara Jedi Master

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    On this day, My Aunt's birthday, the anniversary of a death of an Uncle and Aunt of whom I never met, and never shall. My Uncle commited suicide.
  2. Kazuma_Kuahara Jedi Master

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    I guess though, in a sense, I am glad that his suffering is over. No matter how much he will be missed, and forever loved. Tom, I will miss you for the rest of my days. I just wish, I could have spoken to you atleast once more. May you be in a happier place.
  3. joe-da Jedi Master

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    Sorry to hear that, Kazuma. It's times like this when one doesn't know what to say.
  4. Kazuma_Kuahara Jedi Master

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    Well, I understand that. In all honesty I don't think there is much many can say. I do thank you for your sympathies. It is one of those times that have to be taken one hour at a time. Then eventually one day, and so forth.

    Update: the fire has been temporarily blown out of the rocking asses...
  5. eddie-wan-kenobi Jedi Master

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    Jul 14, 2003
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    Its(suicide) crossed my mind more than once. Luckily I never went through with it. As bad as things are or have been, I try and remember that things arent THAT bad. Especially now that I have my kids. I could never willingly leave them.
  6. Lodreh Jedi Master

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    ... time and place, this is not... discuss later, I will...

    Lod-Reh SaJon ~
    "If you seek knowledge and understanding look to the Force.
    If you seek pain and suffering look no further than me."
  7. Yoda1968 Jedi Knight

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    clouds everything the darkness does, but give up, we must not. For if we give up, the darkness has won. Fight til the end we must.
  8. Entropy Jedi Master

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    Am I reading this right? Are you mourning over the death of someone you've never known?
  9. Kazuma_Kuahara Jedi Master

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    no, no entropy that is not it at all. what I am mourning even more than the death is that i didn't have one more conversation, but isn't that the way it would be. one more is never enough. but i will not allow this to destroy me, i will use his memory to draw on for strength. if any of you have thoughts suicide, please call one of us, we are here for you.
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