Saga Darth Vader's Personal Texts Vol. 1

From the personal texts of Darth Vader. Volume 1


"For years now my life has been a story written by the Darkside of the Force. I have lied, betrayed, murdered and stole all in the name of a justice, a peace that I will never achieve. Justice, and peace are the very qualities I have helped destroy. My fear for Padme's life began my final descent into the abyss, that I can't get out of. I was so blind by fear that Sidious exploited my emotions, sewed my anger, harvested my hate and used me, and still uses me for his own lust for power. I have been made a tool, a slave. I have always been a slave. From when Gardola took my mother from her home with I in her womb, even when Kenobi took me as a learner I was a slave to the Jedi, then a slave to my lust and love. Now finally, I am a slave to Palpatine, to the Darkside. Even when I felt I was free, I wasn't. It seems that I will never be truly free. I let my body be destroyed because of my hatred. I am more machine now then man. Whether I like it or not I can not change that I am twisted and evil. I am trapped in this black armor, only to die if I leave it. Sometimes I wonder would I be better off dead, but even in the Force I am trapped, shackled to the Darkside. I have many times pondered ways of destroying my master. Taking the throne of the Empire, command of the whole galaxy. I was once stronger then Palpatine, but now very little remains. I rot beneath this shell, this emotionaless cloak. Would I become free if my master was slain and I Emperor? No, I would then be a slave to my own evils, my greed. I still would be the Darkside's slave, destined to act out it's will, not mine. My will is now one with the Darkside's and I can not change that. I have lost all control of myself of, my power. My lonlieness is killing me. Perhaps, destroying my master would bring me some sense of comfort. Perhaps."

 

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