Story [Doctor Who]The Diary of an Impossible Girl: Clara Oswald for DDC entry Five 3/27/14

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Sorry for the late updating. It's been one of those couple of months.

This continues on a bit from the last entry.

Note: I'm pretty much discarding the events of The Time of the Doctor at this point, so if you haven't watched that, it's not necessary for the journal entries regarding the regeneration.

Entry Five.

He's more asleep than awake most of the time now.

It won't be much longer.

Everything sort of snowballed once the physical signs of his illness showed up. His hair is gone. I suspected he was thinner than I thought beneath his clothes, but he looks almost skeletal now.

I'm not even sure he's lucid anymore. The last few times he woke up it was gibberish that not even the TARDIS would translate. If she's not already in a similar state as the Doctor, given how the two are linked.

I know he'll be fine if he can re-regenerate. If he's able to change.

There's a part of me that's not even sure I want him to change.

I feel horrible for feeling this way for regeneration would be the only thing that could save him at this point.

I know vaguely from the echos swimming around in my head about regeneration. I guess having knowledge of it is different from knowing it may actually having and that you'll be there to witness it.

I just wish he'd wake up, even if he does wake up different.


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Wow, what a tangle of emotions

 

Yeah, it really is. Thanks for reading.

 

Wow! I don't envy Clara, having to sit there an worry, knowing there's nothing she can do.

 

It's probably the hardest thing anybody can do in that situation, even knowing there might be something of a solution.

Thanks for reading!

 

Me too, and I'm the one putting her through it! Thanks very much for reading, more to come soon.