Author: Alishu Notes: Okay this comes ten years after What's with Blondes. But it it's mainly about Jacen, Tenel, Jysella, Ben and hmmmmm? lol I have another one due to come out  after this one and then the one that kind of started all of these for me. I started it in January and it's only a third finished...I keep getting biten by those stupid plot bunnies. ~Finding Love Again~ Jacen Solo walked the streets of Hapes. His wife of ten years was dead. For once in his life he didn?t know what to do. He had always loved Tenel Ka. She was his other half, the woman he vowed to love till death do they part. Just last week he was in bed with her, holding her small body in his arms. He had kissed her soft lips three nights ago. Their life had been perfect, four children, all healthy and wonderful. And then down she went, nobody saw it coming. One night she was participating in a night filled with passion with Jacen, the morning after she was beautiful, that afternoon she was dead. Poison. Tears streamed down his face as he blindly found his way back home. No, this isn?t home, he thought. Home was in the arms of his wife, Tenel. ~*~*~ They buried the great Queen mother of Hapes only two days later. Jacen watched as they lowered the body of his wife into the dirt, he watched his children?s faces cloud with tears, and not understanding why their mother left them. Jacen watched as his own mother held his daughter, who despite her twelve years of age, looked just like her mother. Her red hair glistened in the pale sunlight, her green eyes sparkled with the shedding of tears. She was wearing her mother?s favorite outfit, the scales of a gundark lizard. Leia held her granddaughter as tight as she could, while Han held young Isolder in his arms. The blonde five year old was having the hardest time with all of this. He wanted his mother, he wouldn?t even talk to Jacen. Han was trying to talk to the youngster, to divert his eyes, knowing that a child never needed to see this. Jarith, the oldest boy, was standing next to his cousin, Zeth Durron, he didn?t have tears in his eyes, but he was chewing on his lips, which for him, Jacen knew was keeping the young lad from crying. Mikoleo Solo D?jo was the rebellious child of the family even at the age of six. Kyp Durron held him in his strong arms. The blonde child was screaming at the priest not to put dirt on his mother. She didn?t like dirt, and you will get her dirty, mother is never dirty. Jacen?s brown eyes felt like waterfalls, his face was drenched in tears. Jaina hugged him as he softly cried into her shoulder, he didn?t care what people thought of him. He had loved his wife, had loved her with every fiber of his being. Nobody could ever replace her.