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Forgiveness (Xanatos's POV, Post TPM, short story)

Discussion in 'Fan Fiction Stories--Classic JC Board (Reply-Only)' started by Neon Star, Jun 30, 2001.

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  1. Neon Star

    Neon Star Jedi Knight star 5

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    Mar 30, 2000
    Forgiveness

    (Xanatos?s POV)


    Finally my moment of judgment is at hand. My former Master is coming. I am sad that he was killed but at least he is coming home. But regret and fear tug at my heart. The Force will not let me join the others until he comes. He has to decide whether I join the other Jedi or be thrown back into darkness. I know he will not forgive me I don?t deserve it. Force help me.

    Here he comes. He looks like how he did before I died, but free from the pain and regret. I knelt at his feet, unable to face him.

    ?Xanatos,? he whispers.

    ?Yes, Master,? I say.

    ?What are you doing here?? he asks in surprise.

    ?I was waiting for you,? I say.

    I shiver with regret and fear, knowing that I am going to be suffering for the rest of my life. Oh, why did I take the dark path? He won?t forgive, I don?t deserve it I gather my courage and a tear trails down my cheek.

    ?Master, I have no right to ask this of you, but please forgive me,? I whisper.

    Now I wait in silence for him to respond. Sobs of despair tare through me and I break down crying at his feet.

    Suddenly I feel him knelt beside me. He gently embraces me.

    ?I forgave you a long time, Xanatos, when I forgave myself,? he whispers.

    I don?t deserve this. I gave him so much pain and he is still willing to forgive me. Thank you, Force. I didn?t deserve a Master like him.

    ?Thank you, oh thank you, I don?t deserve this. Oh, Master,? I sob as I clutch to him.

    ?Shhhh, Xanatos, I understand,? he said, rubbing my back softly.

    My sobs quiet after a few moments and he helps me up. He wipes my tears away like he used to and I can see that I appear to him as I had before I turned. I thank the Force again.

    ?Lets go home, Xanatos,? he says as he wraps an arm around my shoulders.

    ?Lets go home,? I agree and we enter into the Force.


     
  2. Renton Kenobi

    Renton Kenobi Jedi Master star 4

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    May 24, 2000
    Awww! They hugged and made up! Yeah!
     
  3. Artemis_Silverbow

    Artemis_Silverbow Jedi Padawan star 4

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    Jun 9, 2001
    :_| That was beautiful!
     
  4. Neon Star

    Neon Star Jedi Knight star 5

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    Mar 30, 2000
    Thanks for the comments, Renton and Artemis_Silverbow!
     
  5. Artemis_Silverbow

    Artemis_Silverbow Jedi Padawan star 4

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    Jun 9, 2001
    This needs more readers! UP! :)
     
  6. Healer_Leona

    Healer_Leona Squirrely Community Mod star 9 Staff Member Manager

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    Jul 7, 2000
    Awwww. I really enjoyed the idea that Xanatos wasn't allowed to become one with the Force unless forgiven by Qui-Gon.

    Though short, it was really very touching.

    Fabulous job Neon Star!! :)
     
  7. p_stotts

    p_stotts Jedi Master star 4

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    Jan 21, 2001
    I like redeemd Xanatos stories! This one was short, but good! Great job, Neon Star!
     
  8. Cheryl_Kenobi

    Cheryl_Kenobi Jedi Padawan star 4

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    May 6, 2001
    that was cute Neon they made up
     
  9. Neon Star

    Neon Star Jedi Knight star 5

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    Mar 30, 2000
    Thanks for the comments! Qui-gon's and Obi-wan's POVs are comming soon.
     
  10. Artemis_Silverbow

    Artemis_Silverbow Jedi Padawan star 4

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    Jun 9, 2001
    There's more? :D :D :D :D :D
     
  11. Quistis-Tsunami

    Quistis-Tsunami Jedi Youngling

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    Jul 18, 2001
    UPPERS!!! :):)
    I enjoyed that a lot I often don't see Xanatos stories where's he's good...
     
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