JCC How Are You?

fine

 

I just took a shower and trimmed my hair soooo...Pretty good.

 

I'm in a bad mood and everyone thinks its from lack of work/money when really its because its because I haven't seen a certain face in a while. Being broke is great, makes me feel like I'm 15 again. Hopefully things pick up soon though.

 

Miserable. I have a double ear infection. I don't know how or why, but it's terrible.

 

Just got home from my first day back to work and I am SOOO TIRED.

BUT there is soup made out of leftover new years turkey currently boiling and it smells amazing.... mmmm....

So 8.5/10?

 

I'm happy the Vikes beat the Pack today.

 

Sick. Got sick on New Year's.

 

me too. Not on New Year's Eve, but today. Everyone I've seen in the last 2 weeks had a cold. I fended their dread diseases off one after the other, but one of them got me. or all of them. Perhaps I have a super cold that combines the colds of ever person I've come in contact with.

 

Can I have your Mazda?

 

My Mazda is sold. Traded it in for a Subaru. Also, it was a terrible car.

 

My upper back hurts

 

I feel like a pensioner today.

 

Bloody shoulders ache.

 

feel better everyone

 

I am well. I took an Adderall today which is something new. It made me want to skip lunch and like the insides of my eyelids were vibrating very subtly. Cocaine would have been way better but it's illegal and you can't get it.

 

You just haven't looked hard enough.

 

Friends on vacation and I'm studying for an exam. Not great.

 

Annoyed and grateful. (Annoyeful? I'll stop, I promise.)

Annoyed that I wasted months transferring into an awful university, Grateful I can get out of there and into a much better uni before Spring 2016 semester starts.

 

My inclusion of "and like" in my previous post has sent me into a deep depression. I blame the fact that I was on Adderall and clearly out of my sharp and attentive mind.

Seriously, people like that stuff? Yuck.

 

I used to take Adderall for a while. It kept upping my heartrate, so I stopped. I'mm medicate my ADD with caffeine.

As for how I feel... still more of the same. Sick with a chest cold. My chest is sore from coughing.

 

If I were Jesus, I would heal you.

 

I appreciate that. Thankfully its much better today.

 

Let's see:

1. My back hurts
2. I hurt my shoulder in the gym and after 3 weeks it hasn't gotten better so I'm gonna have to go see a doctor
3. My dad died
4. After defeating clinical depression and general anxiety disorder I managed to lose 120 pounds and get in shape
5. I started going out again and yet I can't seem to find a girl that will touch my pee pee

I guess I should be thankful for all the good things, but the ones I haven't achieved seem to weigh me down. I'm 40 years old and I'm still single, and all my friends are married and have kids. Even if I know I don't have to live everyone else's life, I would like to have a family, so I kinda feel like I got left behind on life.

Other than that I'm OK.

 

Happy the Xmas BS is over and done with for another 300 odd days.