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For some reason i'm just not in the holiday spirit anyone else like this

 

Me! I've got the most horrible flu.

 

Sorry to hear you have the flu Jedi_Speewwy.
Remember to drink plenty of fluids get lots of rest,and watch Star Wars Episode 1,2,4,5,6
As Needed.
Get Well Soon

 

Lothos you are not the only one.I normaly throw a big Christmas Party but this year I put up a few lights and that was it.For some reason I Just Was not in the holiday spirit .

 

it's partially due to the fact that I've stopped speaking with my father ( let me give you the back story. I'm 16, my dad cheated on my mom with this uber-psycho-witch and divorced my mom in 94. I begged him not to go, crying and grabbing his leg, but he left anyway and so I would only see him every other weekend and I finally realized he was fake father who only expressed his love by buying me things.)

 

That`s Deep.
everybody makes mistakes and it seems to me he made 1 MISTAKE that cost him more then relized. not only did he lose your mom he also lost you .i know what like to have a loved one walk out on you.(you see my own mom gave me up because i was not a boy.my father a person I never knew was nowhere to be found.I was adopted at the age of 7). but those were their mistakes not mine.I don`t blame myself or feel bad because of other peoples mistakes.(i make enough of my own i don`t need help in that area in my life. )You should not should not either.

 

Thank you Nala, your kind words bring a comforting smile to my face this holiday season.

 

your welcome Lothos