Guys and gals, I have been going thru a very rough week. Which may have hit its peak yesterday. I may not have the heart to go on anymore. I really like you all, and consider you all friends. That is why I am trying to fight thru this. But if I fail, I fear that I will be no good to any of you in the Fan Force. I do not think that I will be signing on for a few days. Not even to check PM's. That is all that I can bare to share right now. Shawn.