Whatever I did to offend/annoy people here, I'm sorry. I know I must seem like an intrusive newbie to people here, having only recently moved over and joined in with things here. So I'm sorry for whatever I do that offends you all - be it making lame jokes, managing to find a way to fall over every meet, my loud nasal laugh or my complete lack of tolerance for other people's disdain. I attempted to fit in, however lately it seems that people try to avoid me as much as possible. So I presume my attempts have failed, and I'm sorry - I won't attempt to do anything off the boards, or contact people via ICQ. I suppose that, like every other group I try and make friends within, I have failed to fit in, and I'm sorry. I know people don't want to talk to me. I'll ICQ so many people, and never get replies - and I know they get my msgs, because they're talking online to my boyfriend 2 feet away. People, I'm not that stupid. I can actually utilise verbal communication quite well, so please don't lie to me and tell me you'll "Be back later" when in fact you're just trying to politely cut off conversation. If I annoy you, just say so! It's much more polite than merely ignoring me. When I'm at social events, no one will ever attempt to talk to me unless I address them. And even then, people are edgy, and try and end a conversation quickly. So next time, just tell me to bugger off. I know I seem like just an attatchment to SM, but surprisingly, I actually have emotions and feelings. I suppose I just wanted friends, and since I don't go to school or anywhere else, my only way of making friends is right here. So I'll not trouble you by going to meets and stuff again, or talking to people on ICQ. I'll still post here, because it's the only thing to keep me occupied at the moment. I just won't go to meets - I'm perfectly capable of staying at home, my hand is not grafted to SM's. I'm just sorry I didn't take the hint earlier. Bye, now.