Saga Lusty Imitations

Title: Lusty Imitations

By: S. J. More

About: A Jedi confuses his love. Song and Story.

Rating: PG (implied romantic activities)

Genre: Romance and Angst

Song: Iris ? Goo Goo Dolls

Music link - http://youtu.be/B8UeeIAJ0a0


Chapter 1: Iris

I hid behind a pillar in the Jedi temple. No one must ever know about this.

And I'd give up forever to touch you

I just wish there was a mission or some way I could talk to you. To touch you, as you touch me. I think I saw you
look at me and smile.

'Cause I know that you feel me somehow

We sat together in the briefing room. You accidently touched my hand and flash your lovely lashes at me as it happened.

You're the cloest to heaven that I'll ever be

These thoughts fill my head, dirty thoughts of what it would be like to just hold you and never let go.

And I don't wanna go home right now

I know that we could never be together, our love is forbidden within these walls but I want to stay next to you ever second of every day.

And all I can taste is this moment

We left together on a mission with several other Jedi but you volunteered to be my partner, part of my team.

And all I can breathe is your life

I can almost taste you, as you stand next to me. It?s not fair that we can never be. Or can we? You just smiled seductively at me after we landed on shore and to fight the war.

And sooner or later it's over

We won our battle but lost several Jedi. I hope you as I know your best friend was among the casualities.

I just don't wanna miss you tonight

As we arrive at the temple, I don?t want to be alone and hopefully neither do you.

And I don't want the world to see me

We have to be careful as we tread together in step.

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

Our worlds are colliding and no one is allowed to see the distance between us.

When everything's made to be broken

We sleep in your room away from the world.

I just want you to know who I am

We hug and kiss and watch the world pass around us.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

In the morning, you regret everything and tell me you never want to see me again.

Or the moment of truth in your lies

We know where we want to be but we have to follow the rules around us.

When everything feels like the movies

I walk around in a daze and everything seems uncontrollably fair.

And you bleed just to know you?re alive

I battle with the Masters just to get you out of my head, one wrong thought and I?m bleeding, wondering if you would care.

And I don?t want the world to see me

I blame it on a misstep but they seem to think it was something else.

?Cause I don?t think that they?d understand

I know they would never understand the love we have.

When everything's made to be broken

We again, this time you come to me in the night.

I just want you to know who I am

We hug and kiss and hide from the world until morning when none of this happens.

And I don't want the world to see me

Another day we drift closer and more distant from the Jedi family we have known most of our lives.

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

They call me in to talk to the council. They can tell when things are astray. I tell them I just need to mediate and
rethink what the force has given me.

When everything's made to be broken

Why can?t it all be simple like our love? Why must we follow the laws and rules or this ancient culture?

I just want you to know who I am

I tell you we should run away from the order.

I just want you to know who I am

I tell you this every

 

Very beautiful words, and sad. Great job, I love using lyrics! Music is very inspiring