Beyond ~My Heart Will Go On~ A sad A/T songfic post SbS

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  1. The_Jedi_Ambyr-Rose Jedi Master

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    While I was writing my fanfic, Leave The Light On (if anyone would like to check it out), I had this idea about writing out Tahiri?s feelings after SbS. Then this song popped into my head---it?s so perfect.

    My Heart Will Go On is sung by Celine Dion, and is the theme song to the movie Titanic.

    All SW characters in this belong to George Lucas, AKA The Flannelled One. I am receiving no payment, profit, etc. etc.


    *Every night in my dreams
    I see you, I feel you*

    Tahiri Veila?s face glistened with tears. Anakin was so close, it seemed, but she couldn?t reach him. It broke her heart. She wanted to be near to him so badly.

    Closing her eyes again, she witnessed the tragic death of Anakin Solo for what felt like the umpteenth time. It was playing over and over again in her sleep, a broken record, permanently fixed into the player. She saw his hand reach out to her, but as much as she wanted to, Tahiri could not grab it.

    *That is how I know you go on*

    Tahiri tossed and turned violently, bunching up the sheets. ?Just a little closer, Anakin!? She thought desperately. ?I know you?re there! I sense you.? Suddenly his hand shot forward, and she caught it. Gripping it firmly, the dream rippled, and Tahiri found herself in the outside meadow surrounding her home.

    *Far across the distance
    And spaces between us*

    Anakin was nowhere in sight. She?d thought she?d touched him! She screamed, half excitedly and half afraid of what was happening, as she saw his figure emerge at the other end of the field.

    Suddenly, he disappeared again, but he reappeared mere feet from her.

    ?Anakin, it?s me! You came back!?

    He shook his head. She could see tears in his ice blue eyes. What was wrong? He was back, and they were together, that was all that mattered now. Tahiri tried to send warm thoughts to him.

    She began to plead with him. ?Anakin, come here! Please? It?s okay now. You?re safe, and you?re home.?

    He shook his head again, and she understood now. He couldn?t touch her.

    ?Why?? she asked. There was no response. He was back, she saw him! But he couldn?t touch her? Tahiri began to cry. First they were short, fat tears, then it was a stream of wild sobs.

    Anakin?s image held out to comfort her, but the mysterious barrier held him back. Her eyes met his, and she knew why he had come. This was his final goodbye. Clouds began to gather, and lightning rumbled in the distance.

    *You have come to show you go on*

    His fingers trembled as he reached out to her. She held her hands out to him as well. They were both crying now. She had never seen him like this before. So afraid, so unsure.

    *Near, far
    Wherever you are
    I believe that the heart does go on*

    Wind swept the stormy skies as the two lovers reached out to one another. Anakin?s thoughts flooded her mind.

    ?I cannot return to you again, Tahiri.?

    *Once more
    You open the door*

    ?This is it. I guess this is-?

    ?Noooooo!? she refused. This was not a dream.

    *And you?re here in my heart*

    ?I promise that in a way I will always be with you. Don?t worry, Tahiri, I will remain in your heart for all time.? his voice was becoming torn and disfigured. He was slipping away.

    ?And I in yours.? she weakly managed.

    *And my heart will go on and on*

    ?It?s only temporary. It will seem long, but soon we will have eternity. I will watch over you, protect you from all harm. Because I love you. But for now, I have to go.?

    Tahiri fell to her knees in the swaying grass. She was crying what seemed like endless tears, and the pain inside her was immense.

    ?Anakin, no!?

    ?I love you, Tahiri.?

    ?Don?t go, Anakin! You can?t leave me here! You can?t just leave me here!? she sobbed.

    ?I love you.?

    *Love can touch us one time
    And last for a lifetime*

    Tahiri was left out in the cold, howling winds.

    ?I?ll never let go!?

    *And never let go till
    We?re one*

    Her sobs enveloped her body as she lay face down in the grass. As she lay there, the heavens opened up, and rain began to fall in a steady downpour.

    *Love was
  2. Whitey Force Ghost

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    Jan 26, 2003
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    *sniff* That was so sad! *sniff* I loved it. *sniff*

    :_| :_| :_|

    It?s only temporary.

    It had better be. You know who I'm talking to. :mad: *glares at two certain editors*
  3. The_Jedi_Ambyr-Rose Jedi Master

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    Thanks, Whitey! I knew you'd turn up!

    ~*Ambyr-Rose*~
  4. Jaina_and_Jag Force Ghost

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    :_| :_| That was so sad!!!! He couldn't touch her! Or comfort her! Or..or... *breaks down crying* That was so so sad! :_|
  5. The_Jedi_Ambyr-Rose Jedi Master

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    There, there, J&J, it's alright. He will always be with her in spirit. *hands J&J a tissue* And hey, I warned you that it was sad. It broke my heart when he died, and I remembered this song...his heart lives in all of us. Burn, Del Ray!!!!

    ~Ambyr-Rose~
  6. Jaina_and_Jag Force Ghost

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    Apr 19, 2003
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    Thanks for the tissues. *blows her nose rather loudly* I knew that it was going to be sad but still. lol.

    Burn, Del Ray!!!!
    No, not Del Ray, Troy Denning. I heard he got to choose a character to kill off or was it a Solo kid, but he chose Anakin! :_| *brings out shotgun, pitchfork, and torche* I'm off to burn Troy Denning. *she grins evilly as she slips out of the thread* :p

  7. The_Jedi_Ambyr-Rose Jedi Master

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    Right behind you, J&J! *grabs lit torch and pitchfork*

    ~Ambyr-Rose~
  8. JediMasterKobe Jedi Master

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    Apr 10, 2003
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    Correction...

    It wasn't Denning's choice whether to kill Anakin or not. He was told to do so. The only thing he had control over was how to kill him.

    But still...

    :( :_| :( :_| :( :_| :( :_| :( :_|
  9. J_M_Bulldog Force Ghost

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    Apr 24, 2003
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    Can only say: :_| Why did he have to die?
  10. The_Jedi_Ambyr-Rose Jedi Master

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    Jun 24, 2003
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    I know! Why, oh why? JMK, you didn't say whether it was good or not!!

    ~Ambyr-Rose~
  11. Whitey Force Ghost

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    It wasn't Denning's choice whether to kill Anakin or not. He was told to do so. The only thing he had control over was how to kill him.

    He also wanted to kill Kyp instead, but Del Rey wouldn't have it and made him kill Anakin. :mad:
  12. Star-Lead Jedi Knight

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    Feb 22, 2003
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    *Unit-01 goes Berzerker (not a good thing)*

    Whitey, J&J, if you be so kind as to aid me...

    *indicates Units -02 and -03*

    Whitey, the black one (Unit-03) is yours. J&J, the red one (Unit-02) is yours.

    *remembers someone hasn't got an EVA, and powers up Unit-00*

    The_Jedi_Ambryr_Rose, you can have Unit-00 (its blue-white).

    EDIT: Good fic BTW (oh, and don't worry about the LCL in the entry plugs. You can breath it fine).
  13. Jaina_and_Jag Force Ghost

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    Apr 19, 2003
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    It wasn't Denning's choice whether to kill Anakin or not. He was told to do so. The only thing he had control over was how to kill him.
    Are you sure, because I swear I read on starwars.com that he was given a choice of which Solo kid to kill off and he chose Anakin because he wasn't a twin.
  14. JediMasterChie Jedi Master

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    Jul 7, 2003
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    :_| *sob* That-*sob*was-*sob*so-*sob*GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!
    *cries uncontrollably*

    Ok, I feel better now.

    [face_shocked] HE HAD A CHOICE????!!!!!?????? BAD DENNING, BAD! :mad:
  15. The_Jedi_Ambyr-Rose Jedi Master

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    Jun 24, 2003
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    thanks! I wish he hadn't died...

    ~Ambyr-Rose~
  16. The_Jedi_Ambyr-Rose Jedi Master

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  17. Jedi-Tahiri-Solo Jedi Master

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    May 1, 2002
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    Okay, I haven't cried at a fic in a LONG time but y'know this one just had be balling like a baby. *sobs* it's so sad...I'm still crying from it...you're an excellant writer..Keep up the good work, I need a tissue *cries*
  18. The_Jedi_Ambyr-Rose Jedi Master

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    Jun 24, 2003
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    *Gives her a tissue* ooh, don't cry!

    A big fat up!!!!!

    ~Ambyr-Rose~
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