anakin_girl, PLJ - thanks so much, guys....you know how much I need and appreciate you all....whatever would I do without you, oh man, I don't even wanna think on that. Who knows the state of mind I'd be in right now if I wasn't able to vent....right now I fear as that's all I can do....and I just hope and pray that I *will* have something more positive and encouraging to report later on all this....yeah, for my own sake, fo rsure, but perhaps more importantly still - so as I'm not venting all over *you* anymore. *slight, faint shaky smile* Ohhh, *man*....now, I think....likely as anything....I'll be curling up with some chocolate ice cream and kahlua....comfort and all that, you know. And of course....the PB just makes all the difference in the world to me right now. So, you know....thanks again, you guys....but you already knew that.... Dawn.