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2/11/7

Kotn.

Yes!

What's going to happen to me once I get out of the dark?

What do you mean?

From what I remember of Zenella... me... it wasn't ... well?it wasn't going well.

Do I resume mopping? I know I can't proof read mission reports as I thought I was doing!

Things have changed now that you are ... forming a new personality,

they think you may be able to do more...

there are things they can do to improve your mobility before there didn't seem to be much point...

at first they didn't think you would live,

then it seemed cruel to put you through more procedures to fix things that you were not aware of needing fixed.

Boy! What a run on sentence! So I was to broken to fix but now that I'm better they can fix me... better. Now you have me confused.

Once we get you out of the dark and moving around again, they have some things to help you out. You seemed to hate the healer ward so much before.

Kotn, you look so guilty. You have nothing to be guilty about.

What do you mean look?

You can see me!

Hey! She can see!

Hey! The gang's all here! Why is Jinn wearing an infirmary gown?

Qui-Gon has a new pet and it took a disliking to his feeding techniques and he had a reaction to the organisms in its saliva. That's why he's covered with those red spots.

Hey! Jinn watch out for that back door problem!

Okay guys! I think I've had enough excitement for one day. I feel a nap coming on.

Kotn are you... really ...pur ...ple...

~`~`~`~

 

Purple? oh my.

Jnn and his spots and his backdoor issues?

She is even questioning what she is going to be doing in the future.
This has to be an excellent thing.

 

Can you tell me what this is?

A kiss!

Better not let Yoda see you doing that.

I suspect Yoda knows what a kiss is.

I missed another post!

Yoda knows... all too well.


Hey! Jinn watch out for that back door problem!

LMAO!! I love this story!

 

Awww...Kotn is such a good friend. Placing Taryin in the sun at her request



How wonderful she felt the "warm Force hug"

Has a rumor started that Yaddle is Yoda's daughter?



I am glad to see Taryn finally moving out of the darkness. I hope she will be able to enjoy life more now.

Wonderful updates

 

2/12/7

Kotn... Kotn

Hummmm!

Kotn You're drooling on my hand.

Hummm! Ooh! Sorry!

Probably got morning breath too!

You don't have to sleep sitting by my bed. I will be all right.

I promised I would be here when you woke up and I don't want to break another promise.

It wasn't your fault, Zee pushed you out of the way of the thermal detonator.

But I'm the guy!

OOOHHH!

If Zee heard you say that she would flog you within an inch of your life.

What is it with guys and damsels in distress? I may just have to flog you for her!

I'll make you think save me 'cause I'm a girl!

You really don't think of yourself as Zenella do you?

No! I don't mind anymore that I am in her body but I'm not her.

Then how did you know about the thermal detonator then?

I heard you tell the Sith spawn about her.

Sith spawn?

Oh! You mean Nath Dalan.

I think he could be a good Knight with the right training.

You remember his imitating you?

Yes! And I remember Yoda whopping him with his gimmer stick and Bria whoopin' up on him.

Who's Bria?

The little girl in the creche that sneaks out to be with Zenella.

The one that brought her a tulip and who sang to her when she was sick.

You aren't trying to tell me there is no?

that I imagined that!

Are you real??

Taryn! Calm down!

Taryn! It's all right!

Taryn!!

~`~`~`~

 

It wasn't your fault, Zee pushed you out of the way of the thermal detonator.

But I'm the guy!

OOOHHH!

If Zee heard you say that she would flog you within an inch of your life.



Loved it!

 

Nice twist I can't wait to see where this goes!

 

My goodness...is she. ..isn't she.. is she.. isn't she.


And where or who is this little girl?

 

Kotn You're drooling on my hand.

Hummm! Ooh! Sorry!



That Kotn is a real joker.

But Bria wasn't real?! Hmm. Thinking.

 

2/13/7

Taryn?

No!

Zenella?

NO!

Zee?

NO!

Who?

Not sayin'

Bria?

Huhhh! Maybe!

Bria, Honey are you all right?

Not talkin' ta 'ou! Onwy talkin' ta 'Oda!

~ ~ ~

Bria, request to speak to me, do you?

'Oda, wanna talk ta 'Oda! Yes!

Assist you, may I?

Wher does birds nefst, dere 're no twees on Cor us can't?

In eaves of building, I have seen them nest.

Waf's an eve ofa bui'din'?

The braces that hold up the roof, eaves are. Perfect for a nest, they are.

Waf's does dey oose fur leaves? Dere 're no twees on Cor us can't?

Paper, cloth, hair, string and little girls, who interrupt council meeting, they use.

Huuuhh!

Mafer Mof hurts Tar'n's feewin'. She's scareded.

Talk to her for us, can you? Tell her safe to talk to us, it is?

Kay!

~ ~ ~

Mafer Mof tolds her I's not weal.

Humm!

She says if's I not weal how's she know's who's weal.

Ask me she can, tell her who is real, I will.

'Oda!

Yes, Bria!

If I's not weal! Who's 'ou talkin' to?

~`~`~`~

 

If I's not weal! Who's 'ou talkin' to?

Very good question!!

 

It wasn't your fault, Zee pushed you out of the way of the thermal detonator.

But I'm the guy!



Don't worry Kotn, I'm sure you'll have plenty of oppertunities to prove yourself down the road. Staying by Taryn's side is a great way to start. .

Waf's does dey oose fur leaves?

Paper, cloth, hair, string and little girls, who interrupt council meeting, they use.

I guess know it all 'Oda does

Poor Taryn/Zenella/Bria - she's in pretty bad shape.

Great update

 

Wow.. so now the little girl is talking. Multiple personality disorder? Hm..
Love the little girl speech!

 

Paper, cloth, hair, string and little girls, who interrupt council meeting, they use.

Evil, Yoda is.



If I's not weal! Who's 'ou talkin' to?

Well...







Wait, I lost it.

Can I get back to you on that?

 

2/14/7

Bria?

No!

Taryn?

No!

Who?

It's me! I'm just being obnoxious!

Me who?

Well since Zenella can't talk it has to be Taryn!

This is starting to remind me of a cheese horror holo-drama I saw once.

Oh! No! I think she heard that!

Yes!

Are you feeling better today?

Yes!

Mee's too!

Okay! Both of you are here today.

Yes! We had a long talk last night and we realized that we are parts of the same person and parts of Zenella.

We are going to try to connect to Zenella too.

Since we are all together in this, we should all have a say in what goes on with us.

Can I help?

Apologize to Yoda for me for yesterday.

He understands.

You have to love a three-year-olds logic that was the best laugh I've had in six years.

~`~`~`~

AN: I'm am afraid I watched Three Faces of Eve once too often. Sorry!

 

Um, so she's a multiple personality now?

Somehow I still feel rather lost.
But it's written very well. Nothing compares to good chaos.

 

I wonder what Zee will have to say...

 

Oh wow, so now Taryn and Bria are going to try and connect to Zenella...I hope they will be successful.

Somehow I think that will be crucial in any sort of recovery.

Great update

 

wow.. well that sort of answers that. Of course as many times as you have thrown the curve ball, I don't know that I can be sure

Good to see two of them together.

 

This is starting to remind me of a cheese horror holo-drama I saw once.

Oh! No! I think she heard that!

LOL

I wonder if they can actually connect to Zenella?

Maybe they'll have to go on a journey through her brain to find her?

 

An: Maybe this post will explain a few loose ends to the readers if not just post your questions and I will try to answer them, in character of course.

2/15/7

Taryn are you all right? You're crying.

Yes. I...we managed to find a way to contact Zenella?

I... ~clear throat~


I know...

She ... She really wasn't aware of what was going on around her except rarely, like when she was at the concert and the music affected her.

She is attracted to patterns and repetition that?s why she loved to mop. She loved to see the affect of the water on the marble inlay.

She loves the traffic lights at night and the designs they make in the night sky.

She loves the sun on her face and the flowers in the arboretum.

Her memories are as if someone tore all the pages out of an ancient book and piled them up like autumn leaves. Little children ran through them and the wind blew some away then you picked them up and put them back into the book in the order you found them.

What are you smiling about?

You ... are the new book, you and Bria that is.

Yes! I guess we are. I guess that makes you the glue that holds us together.

How long have you been...

I started a diary a few weeks ago. I think that was my attempt to put the pages in a working order. My first entry was your coming to see her and how sad you looked.

How did I miss you?

You were looking for her and I'm not her.

I guess that's why I called you Bantn. If I accepted you as coming to see me I would have to accept I was in this broken body.

You said there were things they could do to fix me!

Yes. But they want you to be up and around more before they can start.

Then find me a robe and help me up. I'm ready!

~`~`~`~

 

Yay Zanella is ready to re-connect!!

That's so nice to see. I hope she can handle her reality now.

Great update

 

Her memories are as if someone tore all the pages out of an ancient book and piled them up like autumn leaves. Little children ran through them and the wind blew some away then you picked them up and put them back into the book in the order you found them.

Wonderful..WONDERFUL description.

What a dreadfully sad entry.

 

Full speed ahead.. she wants to be well!

I hope it goes well.

 

I'm not sure she's really ready. Of course she wants to get it over with, and is eager, but I'm not sure she's ready just yet.