Haha, so the explosion I have definitely had a mental picture in my head of multiple times now. In fact I picture the death star blowing up as the explosion! And death would be my fanforce user having to be put do death for good to avoid explosion. What the heck am I talking about? Well, I hope in answering the question I don't cause any further explosion(lol). So.... as a fanforce, the condition of member relations should be very important! And that is why I bring this up! Am I the only one that feels like things are sharp around here? Perhaps walking on nails? If I really am the only one, then I will keep things to myself. I've just always felt like the fanforce was my online friends and family, and now it seems like a lot of things are kept to themselves and are very superficial(sp?). I don't feel comfortable being myself anymore, and it seems like everytime I post I regret it. That shouldn't be the way things are... is it just me? If not, maybe we can all figure out what's so disfunctional about this place now. I realize I've been gone for a bit, but it was for this very reason. And if I'm able to observe correctly, it seems a few others haven't been around in awhile either(perhaps for the same reason?) It seems we should all be able to work things out in a civil fashion. If civility cannot be obtained, then I am sorry to say that hanging around in a disfunctional atmosphere tears me apart too much and I will have to keep my distance... We've been through a lot, a lot of us have! No sense in letting this place turn all Silent Hill on us.