Beyond - Legends Why? (J/Z, Song Fic, Angst)

Author: Agent_Jaid

Beta Reader: Jaina_Fel_06

Disclaimer: The song does not yet have a title [I think] and is written by the lovely Kyp_side_of_TheForce!!! I don?t know what tune it goes to but I wrote the fic part of it to be to a sad slow style song. Rather like my last one. I think the rest of it belongs to GL. But that?s okay. There will be a $5 cover charge to read this. Just kidding.

Keywords: leave, why, Zekk, tears

Author?s Note: This is an AU, I?m not sure where it would go but it?s Zekk running away and Jaina thinking about him. *shrugs* I hope you like it. And just as a note it's not very angsty, or even mostly angsty. If you want angsty go read No One.


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Why?


Are you okay?
I'm scared
For you
Of you

She stared quietly out at the driving rain, the gray skies, the green forests. Her concentration was on every drop of water that ran past her window.

On anything other then Zekk.

Where was he?!

What sort of pain
Has made you insane

His life was hard yes, almost a living hell. But to just leave?

Without a word? Without a sign?

Without a goodbye?

What can you gain?
Why are you doing this?

She choked on a sob.

Why, Zekk? Why?

I'm scared
For you
Of you

She threw herself backwards and landed on her bed.

Tears clawed at the backs of her eyes. Screams were trapped in her throat.

Her heart seized in dread as she remembered snatches of the conversation she had heard.

??Sleeping in alleyways??
??Having no home??
??Living in streets??
??Sneaking into homes??

Her chest hurt. A burning coal sat where her heart had been.

One thought filled her mind. One thing consumed her.

Zekk?

Please don't be hurt
I've got cushions
You've got dirt
Why aren't you home?

She rolled off of her bed, the comforter holding the indention of her body for a few moments before rising to its original fluffiness.

Walking to the door took all her strength; tears blurred her eyes, her muscles burned.

She collapsed and lay on the cold stone floor.

Sobs racked her body.

I'm scared
For you
Of you
Is this real?

Her mind hurt, frozen by the possibility that he might never come back.

With the knowledge that even if he came back, he would leave and hurt her even more.

She curled into the fetal position and rocked her self gently, her sobs quieter.

Are you faking?
How do you feel?

So many times she saw him, so many times she reached for him, so many times her fingers met only air.

So many times her heart shattered anew.

Please be joking
I hate lies
But lies are nothing
This can be more

More then anything she wanted to be dreaming.

For Uncle Luke to be lying. For Jacen to be unaware. For her heart to be dead.

Lies? how she wished for them to be lying? just this once.

Just this once.

Helplessness to despair
Why must you do this?

Her mind raced from idea to random idea. Grasping at straws. Pleading with the unknown.

?Why, Zekk? Why??

The heart-broken question fell from her red lips.

I'm scared
For you
Of you
What could make you
Lose what you could have?

He wasn?t coming back.

She had lost it all. All she had. All she could have.

She had lost him.

Is there something I could do?
Where could you be?

She pored over maps.

Over anything that might mention a place that Zekk might have gone.

She needed him. Why hadn?t she seen this?

Where will you be?
When can I see?
I'm scared!
For you!
Of you!

That night she tossed and turned. Her dreams filled with Zekk.

Her dreams?

The one place in her life that Zekk would ever walk again.

Do you know what you've done?
Don't tell me 'it's fun'!
I hate lies
But please be lying

The tears came again. She hated it when he lied.

But she found herself praying t

 

I did, *raises hand and cackles* Death to the SOLO family

 

Abbie: I did, *raises hand and cackles* Death to the SOLO family

Shush dear. You're scareing the other readers.

 

*applauds*

Brilliant, Mel, brilliant.

That was amazing. I didn't see the end coming, that's for sure. I loved it! Poor Jaina...

Oh, and Kyp, those lyrics were lovely.

 

first of all -- the lyrics: awesome job Kyp

second -- viggie: lovely work Jaid poor jay i don't suppose you could write a sequel from zekk's POV? [face_pout]

~TJF

 

Beta 06: *applauds*

*curtsies*

Brilliant, Mel, brilliant.



That was amazing. I didn't see the end coming, that's for sure. I loved it! Poor Jaina...

Poor..... Jaina? Zekkie drove her to it. Think about that will you.....

Oh, and Kyp, those lyrics were lovely.

Aye they were. I cried the first time I read them... I had just been told that one of my friends had run away then I read those lyrics.




Supreme Goddess: first of all -- the lyrics: awesome job Kyp

*gives KS standing ovation*

second -- viggie: lovely work Jaid

Thanks.

poor jay



i don't suppose you could write a sequel from zekk's POV? [face_pout]

I am............. considering it. I need to find the lyrics for the sequel first.

But I will try to get that for you.

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Thank you for reading!! :D


- Jaid

 

UP!!! Must have more readers!! J/K. More posting readers would be nice though....

 

Mel...



I think you need help.

*Rolls eyes and laughs*

Never expected that!

 

*glare/frown*: Mel...

Yes?

I think you need help.

*stomps foot*

Meh! No need help!!

*Rolls eyes and laughs*

*glares

Never expected that!

That was the whole point.

 

Cool! *stops* Oh, no that's very, very sad.

You write good angst. *still can't write the stuff*

Geez, Jaina, is aguy really worth dying for? Even if it is Zekk.

 

Jade_rebel3: Cool! *stops* Oh, no that's very, very sad. [/i]

*laughs*

Really? Thanks!!

You write good angst. *still can't write the stuff*

*still thinks she can*

Geez, Jaina, is aguy really worth dying for? Even if it is Zekk.

Depends. I know I would die for a few, my brother, or a least one of them.... Possibly Cuvul........ ? I think that's it actually.

 

Boy was that sad or what???
Nha. didn't expect that ending...interesting choice, Jaina ....suicide *shudders*

 

Lieutenant_Jaina: Boy was that sad or what???

I'm not depressed. I was slightly sad at the end but it didn't move me.

Nha.

Yup

didn't expect that ending...interesting choice, Jaina ....suicide *shudders*

It makes perfect sense to me...........

 

Up for the un-angsty-angsty story.

 

*applauds*

Well written!

 

Lady_Banshe: *applauds*

*curtsies*

Well written!

That's just about it though. Oh well, I can console myself with the fact that No One came out better!!!

 

That's just about it though.

*snorts*

You're selling yourself short. It was perfect angst.

 

That was um . . .interesting. I didn't see that comin'.

I guess I'm a J/Zer by default. But I guess this is kinda disproves that pairing.

It was really well written and the lyrics fit perfectly.

*still can't write the stuff*

*still thinks she can*

*knows Jade can* Look, kid, you put the first bit up for Ashes of Truth and you don't call that angst? I don't think I can it humor.

*shakes head* Strange, strange child, Jade is. *walks off*

 

I kept forgetting to post here. lol Sorry. But i'm finally posting, great job sis! And a great round of applause to master for supplying the lyrics. *applauds* Me want Zekk's POV, i do, i do. Still...Jaina, suicide? Sweet! ...like candy.

 

Sweet!...like candy.

Good, now I know I'm know I'm not the only physopath on this thread.

*glares at Jazzy* I wrote that in a moment of saneness and ispiration. Rarely do those two cross paths. That was the first time since I was um, well that was the first, ever.

So yeah.

Strange, strange child, Jade is

Yeah, but we knew that already or else I wouldn't be hear now.

 

LB: That's just about it though.

*snorts*

You're selling yourself short.

Thanks...... I think.....

It was perfect angst.

YES!!!



Jazzy_wan: That was um . . .interesting. I didn't see that comin'.

That's a good thing.

I guess I'm a J/Zer by default.

Same here.

But I guess this is kinda disproves that pairing.

Kinda......

It was really well written and the lyrics fit perfectly.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.


*knows Jade can* Look, kid, you put the first bit up for Ashes of Truth and you don't call that angst? I don't think I can it humor.

I agree. I was ready to hurt something after I read that. *makes mental note to post there*

*shakes head* Strange, strange child, Jade is. *walks off*

She's a fan-fic writer. What did you expect?



Brother: I kept forgetting to post here.

Tisk.

Sorry.

Forgiven.

But i'm finally posting, great job sis!

YAY!! Thanks.

And a great round of applause to master for supplying the lyrics. *applauds*

*gives standing ovation*

Me want Zekk's POV, i do, i do.

Get Zekk's POV veiw you will. You will, you will, you will.

Still...Jaina, suicide? Sweet! ...like candy.



Goof!!!




Jade_rebel3: Good, now I know I'm know I'm not the only physopath on this thread.

If you're reading this, then you're a physopath. No sane person would be here.

*glares at Jazzy* I wrote that in a moment of saneness and ispiration. Rarely do those two cross paths. That was the first time since I was um, well that was the first, ever.

So yeah.

*wisely keeps mouth shut*

Me an angel!!


Strange, strange child, Jade is

Yeah, but we knew that already or else I wouldn't be hear now.

You meant here, not hear.

 

Can't spell either, or type, or do anything with technology without wanting to drop out a ten story window.

Me an Angel!

Uh-huh. Are you the same person who called me a sadist a few weeks ago?

EDIT: Well, since you're both so sure I can't write angst, I'll you one thing that I really cannot do well. TYPING. Damn typos

 

Jade_rebel3: Can't spell either, or type, or do anything with technology without wanting to drop out a ten story window.

So you don't like the Board's, huh.

 

No sane person would be here.

*snotty English psycho butler voice* I beg to differ. I'm here, aren't I?


































Mel, shut up.

 

Jade_rebel3: Uh-huh. Are you the same person who called me a sadist a few weeks ago?

Possibly.

EDIT: Well, since you're both so sure I can't write angst, I'll you one thing that I really cannot do well. TYPING. Damn typos

Aww... Poor you.



Beta 06: *snotty English psycho butler voice* I beg to differ. I'm here, aren't I?

Your point? ?


































Mel, shut up.


*laughs hysterically*