It sounds as if it is supposed to be philosophical. Anyway... today, I got word on food stamps, since groceries were killing me financially. Still no electric bill, so I'm calling the power company tomorrow. I told them specifically to send me the bill and I'll pay it at the store. It's ass-backwards, but that's how I remember to pay stuff. I get the bill in the mail, I go pay it. This auto-pay isn't conducive to my scatter-brain and poor memory.