There's one more thing I want to add, and it's important because I just realized via a PM that not everyone in this thread knows the whole story, evidently. Over the last few months I have faced a constant barrage of hostility and angry stuff thrown at me in the forums that was absolutely and completely uncalled for. The most egregious examples include the person who "joked" they wanted to shoot me IRL, and the person who suggested it would be an act of charity for another human being to have sexual intercourse with me. Those two examples were particularly nasty and obviously the posts were edited by a mod. There were a lot of other things that weren't as clearly in violation of forum rules, and I've refrained from reporting most of them. But I'd be lying if I said some of those posts were deeply, genuinely frightening. Anyone here claiming that they want to make the forums better for everyone should actually try to get both sides of the story. I have no ill will towards any person, nor any reason to wish to insult any person. I've been a victim of violent crime IRL and still deal with the ongoing PTSD. Sensing that people have it out for you in some weird and unexplained way definitely triggers PTSD symptoms, I've mentioned this at least once in the mental health thread and for awhile there, things seemed to be getting better. I make every effort to know the forum rules and follow them. Sometimes if I'm not sure whether a specific curse word is allowed or not, I will look it up to make sure I remain compliant 100% of the time . I'm super sweet in most situations but this creeping feeling that there was some sort of weird clique trying to get me or play "gotcha" in some unexplained way definitely has had be a little bit on edge recently. At least now I know I definitely wasn't imagining things.