I think apathy might be a good word for what I'm feeling right now, but I'm not sure. As I've mentioned before, after about a month (more probably) of being in a state of complete brain mush, my muse and my energy, in general, is slowly - OH SO SLOWLY returning. I now have ideas for fics! (thanks to the revival of the mini-games challenge) but none that are like "I GOTTA DROP EVERYTHING AND WRITE THIS IDEA RIGHT NOW". And finding both the mental and physical energy and mental space to write some days is difficult (kinda like what @Findswoman said, some days are just so packed and so fragmented that finding that time and mental clarity to sit down and write is hard). I've also been getting back into other past-time activities (when I'm not working) - I picked up a sewing project today for the first time since like December, and I was building the last LEGO set I got for Christmas over the weekend. It's not that I don't want to write or can't write due to a lack of ideas, it's just that other things are attracting my interest more right now. Hopefully as spring comes and - knock on wood - things and my brain get back to (relative) normal, I can get back into a bit more of a settled routine of working and other activities during the day, followed by relaxing with Fanfic and watching a branless show in the evening.