Saga Unending Desire Siri/Obi-wan Inter Trilogy (sorry)

Title Unending Desire

Characters obi-wan Siri brief apperances by the normal bunch of extra's

Genre Romance alot,action ,angst

time frame it will go from Pre tpm towards epiv

summary Both obi-wan and Siri have less than honourable feelings towards each other and a time will come when they have the chance to show those emtions

disclaimer My name is not george Lucas

my reasons who knows

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Yet again I?m in this position she walks in I watch, so many times this has happened even though I don?t know why, she is always insulting me and yet I yearn for it I don?t know why she is always too eager to jump into a fight yet I readily want her on my missions with me, she is always the rogue jedi disobeying the council when she wants yet I admire her, she is Siri Tachi the most amazing jedi I have ever seen yet not in the way you would think though, she is one of the most capable jedi I have ever known yet her real ability is to make me forget about everything I have yearned to keep, watching her I notice the grace in her steps and her athletic body though that would not be the word I would use to describe it in my dreams, she is beautiful no doubt blonde hair tied back into a ponytail accompanied by those deep blue eyes of hers, she drives me insane yet she doesn?t even know, a part of me resents this but I could never hate her never, she turns from the food line and approaches me I feel my heart beat speed to the point of exploding anyone could hear it from a mile away I thought though she didn?t notice she just kept her pace slowly coming closer until I can smell her sweet scent

?what are you staring at me like that for? She asks I still don?t know how to explain it

?ah what? I replie I don?t know why I act like such an idiot around her and I sure don?t like to

?I need your help obi-wan? she says reaching for a seat beside me I watch her intently for something I don?t know what she doesn?t seem to mind, as she sits down her legs brushes of mine and I feel her warmth before she adjusts herself

?what is it Siri? I say now my voice holding together but just barley, her body against mine is to much to think off for I could never stop, such things like passion for another are forbidden in the order yet I can not stop never, she is too appealing to me her body is too appealing to me

?could you help me with my sabre techniques? She asks bringing me from my thoughts, help her with her sabre techniques, how could I say no just spending time in her presence is enough for me

?Siri you are one of the most skilled jedi when it comes to the lightsaber why would you want me to help you? I ask trying to flatter her maybe then she would give me some notice yet she doesn?t seem to notice my words, nothing why does she not notice me, I yearn for the answer as much as I do for her yet I do not know why she can?t blush at my words, be impressed by me al least once but then I only realise that she is talking to me

?I need help with my defensive side of training? She replies I watch her as she takes a bite of her jugasickle a bit sticking to the edge of her mouth, taking a breath I slowly move my hand to brush it of feeling her smooth skin as I do yet now she is not as collected as before, I can feel the warmth of her skin and see her skin waver under my touch but I can not linger and I pull my hand away trying to hide my surprise ?thank you? she says not in a confident tone this time in a unsteady voice

?no problem? I say back lying with each word, this infatuation with her is dangerous but I still can?t stop thinking about her looking at her. I know she is uneasy but it couldn?t be about me, could it I wonder

?I have to be somewhere obi-wan? She says looking away, I know she is lying I can see it clearly in her beautiful eyes how I can get myself lost in those eyes amazes me ?bye? i say before she starts rushing off keeping her gaze towards the floor I search her presence in the force she hides from me yet I can feel the emotions raging

 

you are one of the most skilled jedi when it comes to the lightsaber why would you want me to help you? I ask trying to flatter her maybe then she would give me some notice yet she doesn?t seem to notice my words, nothing why does she not notice me, I yearn for the answer as much as I do for her yet I do not know why she can?t blush at my words, be impressed by me al least once but then I only realise that she is talking to me


?Siri you are one of the most skilled jedi when it comes to the lightsaber why would you want me to help you? he replies I put all my resolve into keeping my cheeks under boiling point while my heart beats faster then anyone could count but he doesn?t know anything is wrong with me he doesn?t even seem to be in this sector

I try to hide my embarrassment but my control evaporates as he lifts his hand to brush away the piece of dessert I try and convince myself it is not happening but his hand reaches my lips and slowly brushes it all away yet he still doesn?t remove his fingers, he lingers there feeling my skin only slightly before pulling away I know he could feel the blush there and I curse myself

Awwww... School crushes are hard to deal with. Believe me, I know. This was very sweet. I liked how you did both points of view, it really brought out the characters. You did a great job with the emotions.

 

Very good work! Poor Obi-Wan, those crushes can be killers.

Nicely done, well written! I give you an A for the day, LOL!

 

Oooooooooo! Now you're foraying into Siriwan territory!

I LIKE IT just like I like your Obidala!

KEEP IT UP!

 

Vadersmistress Yep they both have it bad and both points of view is the only way i thought i could do this.

VaderLVR64 Poor obi-wan thats a shocker, by chance are you one of his many wives ? and thank you

Lady-kenobi yes i'm taking the plunge and loving it, thank you for the confo's on my obidala and i'll have a new post hopefully by tomorrow, i have to do something very boring tonight sooo sorry.

 

hmm i feel as if i should do a little obi angst before the mushy gear so her is obi and his point of view but don't siri bash please until you hear her side tommorow.

I must warn you this won't be the best post so please bear with me.

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I feel her blade on my neck again but I am not really worried, if I had to beaten forever it would be worth it to spend time with her

?you going to stop fighting like a gundark on claing juice or are you going to give me a challenge obi-wan? she asks I grin, she edges her blade closer to my neck just before yanking it away, I get up from my lying position content to spend all day talking with her

?you?re such a lady siri? I say now grinning now, she turns to me and I swear I can feel some sadness from her but it fades away as quickly as it came

?well you would know about being a lady wouldn?t you? she says to me leaning on a nearby wall water bottle in hand grin tugging at the corners of her mouth yet one doesn?t form, I don?t know what it is but something is wrong

?well one of us has to now don?t we? I say back moving past her to pick up my own water bottle, there is something wrong with her I can tell, I turn and she her pacing uneasy ?siri, whats wrong? I ask she doesn?t respond so I move closer putting my arms round her shoulders but she jerks away

?just don?t obi-wan? she says her voice shaky, I walk round to face her and I see warm tears streaking down her face and I feel sadness coming of her

?siri please tell me whats wrong? I say trying to bring her eyes to mine lifting her chin, she pulls away again

?it has nothing to do with you obi-wan? she replies walking to grab her gear, but I?m not giving up that easily I move in front of her stopping her

?siri I hate to see you hurt, whatever is wrong with you I want to help you no matter what? I say now cupping her face in my hands bringing her eyes to mine, I see the tears there and I wipe them away furiously trying to erase the pain but she isn?t calming down

?I don?t care how you feel about me obi-wan, you mean nothing to me?understand? she shouts back venom dripping from every word but I don?t believe her, her gaze becomes more hate filled and I don?t know why

?siri please let me help you, I don?t want to see you like this? I say back, she pulls away from me and I don?t know what to do, I open my mouth to speak but she beats me too it

?then leave, stop being such an idiot and get it through your thick skull that I don?t want you anywhere near me? this time she screams at me sending a shiver up my spine as she does but I know?I hope she is lying

?let me help you Siri please? I beg now but she only gets madder

?just stay away from me would you? she try?s to get past me but I don?t let her, I would never let her get away from me this hurt?never

?Siri please tell me what?s wrong and before you say anything I want to say first it doesn?t matter what you do I?ll always care about you? I thought she would find my sincere tone comforting but she laughs at me instead

?then you?re an idiot? she says back trying to get past me, I bring my hand to her arm to stop her but then I feel a pain shoot across my cheek driving me to my knees, tears mixed with another substance, I bring some to my face feeling the warm sticky liquid only to see it?s deep shade of red blood, it doesn?t stop there as I fell many sharp claws dig into my flesh yanking my head upwards only to see siri holding me with her hand easily piercing my skin with long red tinted nails

?if you ever touch me again I?ll put you in more pain than I care to waste on someone as useless as you?understand? her tone is filled with such hate I can?t believe it is the same woman I waited to see each morning ?understand? she asks again in a chilling quiet tone while tightening her grip, I only nod and gasp as she lets me fall to my knees

?please Siri? is all I can come out with, I feel the pain around my mouth yet it is nothing compared to the pain in my heart, is this how it felt to have your heart broken, I notic

 

To paraphrase The Marquee de Sade "With great pain comes great pleasure."

I hope everything turns out alright for our couple.

 

Going of i think so siri pov will be tomorrow sorry for tha delay.

SD

 

Poor Obi-Wan! You can really see his anguish here as he struggles with his feelings for her.

 

Lady-Kenobi with great pain comes great pleasure well there go my story line and eventully being the main word everything will turn out alright...eventully

tangled_sphere yep he has it bad an of chorse he is going to have it worse.

sorry for the delay but i promise the post will be ready for tonight i am working on it as we speak, it's very hard for me to think of a reason siri is bitch slapping obi-wan all over the training room but i have got one...i think.

 

Poor babies! they're trying to pretend everythings okay - when its so obvious its not.

 

isola umm poor little babies is right but only one or so ansty before mushy comes so there ya go

not very good at angsty so bear with me


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yet again he is beneath me, he never put in his all when fighting me but I did love these sessions, I never wanted them to stop but I know they have to, I have already cried all the tears of seeing my master?s face as I ripped her heart to shreds, I thought I would only do such a hateful thing to one person but I needed to let him go

?are you going to stop fighting like a gundark on claing juice or are you going to give me a challenge obi-wan? I ask him hiding the sadness in my heart, I know it is time but I will not just walk away, he begins to get up but I hardy notice

?You?re such a lady Siri? he says giving me one of those grins, the kind that make my heart race, I feel my shields drop slightly before I shut them back up, I need to do this

?Well you would know all about being a lady wouldn?t you? I say taking a water bottle, I feel a smile come on but I look at him again and I know it is coming, my grin fades

?well one of us has to? he says moving for his own water bottle, I know it is coming now and I can?t help but pace, why does this have to happen, why can?t I just leave

?Siri, whats wrong? I hear but I don?t listen, I need to get angry to make him believe but I don?t know how I can be angry at his sweet soul, I feel his arms come around my shoulders and I pull away just being able to do so before I loose myself in him

?just don?t obi-wan? I say trying to keep my shields up but I fail, tears streak down my face and I know I am a state, I see him looking straight at me and I feel the endless compassion there but I look away, I won?t back down

?Siri please tell me what?s wrong? he says lifting my chin but I pull away again, why can?t he just leave me alone, why does he have to be so damn caring

?It has nothing to do with you obi-wan? I say with more resolve but not enough, I move to grab my gear only for him to stop me in my tracks

?Siri I hate to see, whatever is wrong with you I want to help no matter what?, I feel his hands reach my cheeks and I feel myself losing, he wipes away my tears and I try desperately try and pool away, why can?t he just leave me alone

?I don?t care how you feel about me, you mean nothing to me?understand? I say hearing the hate filling my words, the same thoughts fill my head, why can?t he just leave me the hell alone, why can?t he stop hurting me, I focus on the rage inside of me, I know it is dangerous but I need him to understand that I hate his guts, do I

?Siri please let me help you, I don?t want to see you like this? he still doesn?t get the message sending me into further rage

?then leave, stop being such an idiot and get it through your thick skull that I don?t want you anywhere near me? I scream now seeing him wince a bit but he still doesn?t leave

?let me help you siri please? he begs and I feel my control leaving me, doesn?t he know how much this is hurting me, why can?t he just get the damned message

?just stay away from me would you? I try and get past him but he moves in my way, why?can?t he stop caring about me for one second, what do I have to do to make him leave me

?Siri please tell me what?s wrong and before you say anything I want to say first it doesn?t matter what you do I?ll always care about you? he says, I let out a hollow laugh, I can?t believe he doesn?t get the message, I don?t know why I?m laughing I just am

?then you?re a idiot?, I know my words are as taunting as my laugh but I walk away when I feel my arm grabbed and before I know what I did he is on his knees bleeding, I can?t believe what I had just did but this is the only way, I can always tell him I?m sorry but for now he has to know I detest him?even if I love him with all my heart, I pull him up by the jaw my ruby nails getting redder as his blood pours out

?if you ever touch me again I?ll put you in more pain than I care to waste on someone as useless as you?understan

 

Okay this **** is on hold for a while, sorry.